#it's fucking tiring to see people call me an og and then people with paletable brown gordons or white gordons get favored over mine

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#hlvrai #i'm going to put this in the tags since i don't want to say it outright #i dont think i'm a huh luh veerai artist anymore #this is probably the last gordon im posting until my zine piece #idk. other than i've just fallen out of it it just doesnt feel FUN to make content for it anymore #cus no offense but y'all are white af #it's fucking tiring to see people call me an og and then people with paletable brown gordons or white gordons get favored over mine #something shocking maybe. not really. i don't get asks often. i dont get people asking me if they can use my art as icons or anything. #at least not anymore #and it feels like i'm not really a big hlvrai artist but a token black artist #hlvrai fandom is like the most subtly racist fandom ever and i dont want to be here anymore #white people love to touch my posts that arent for them and favor the person whos drawing black people wrong #i love huhluhvrai but its over for me dawg LMAO #i just wanted to get that off my chest #dont like my art if you wont engage with me and understand it #and maybe this all sounds entitled. i dont care 😭 #miccybiccy's art tag #maybe i wont feel the same later LMAO