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#it's easier over the internet?? i think bc i can reel in my ??? whatever's wrong with me??
semercury
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2 years
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you know for someone with social anxiety i sure to talk too fucking much.
#stuff sarah says
#tho honestly idek what a normal amount is
#honestly i probably talk less than average
#i just assume it's too much from me bc it's me?
#and no one would ever want to hear from me??
#at least in person. idk
#it's easier over the internet?? i think bc i can reel in my ??? whatever's wrong with me??
#and also lack of appearance online
#like i hope you all think of me just as a crying thumbs up cat bc that's who i am in a spiritual sense
#i'm just thinking about work today
#i feel like i spoke too much to my coworkers. even tho in reality it probably wasn't a lot
#i just feel like i'm inherently annoying to be around
#and i look gross
#and i looked even grosser today bc i was super sweaty bc i'm not used to this work
#and as i predicted i didn't know everything so i feel dumb and like a failure
#and also i tried to make casual conversation while on break and i just ??? i talked too much
#people don't wanna hear about you sarah just stop talking!!!
#my therapist is always like ''you're naturally very pleasant and kind and i think people are drawn to that''
#and it's just like... sir we see each other in a clinical and professional setting
#i'm less awkward bc of that
#i'm p sure most people see me and are just like ew what a fucking loser
#and they're right to think that lmao
#why?? did i think i could handle a job like this??
#like i have to give it at least 3 months. bc maybe i'll feel better about it by then
#i'm already dreading my next day bc it's so embarrassing for me to exist in public spaces
#the job itself isn't bad. but there's customers and even worse. coworkers
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