#it's both haha me n my big mouth on national television ehehe oops 😜

[meistoshi]

holding him like burrito you dont understand

#god it really is the way he only melts into confidence for interviews when the topic of Battling & a League comes up #but even then he's like. Conscious of what he's saying #& it kills me the most in kalos bc the entire way up to the league he's just been Constantly on a pedestal from his friends #& this was the first region where someone came up To Him & saw HIM as a rival To Measure Up To #& we saw from his consecutive losses to shouta & urup that he Feels the pressure to measure up to his own hype #coz citron & eureka Always saw him as amazing & serena idealized him from her own memories + what she saw in news about the miare tower #so unlike in previous regions he didnt have anyone Consistently around to do anything but Encourage his hype #& after a region where he was constantly being put down by a trainer both younger & less experienced yet Insanely strong??? #it's both haha me n my big mouth on national television ehehe oops 😜 #& just. there are dozens- no hundreds- no Thousands of people that bought my hype & Expect me to own up to it #my friends have been encouraging me this entire time & i have not yet tremendously fucked up their view of me. so i HAVE to win. #i dont want to disappoint them. i Have to win. i said id win. they dont doubt me. so i Have to win. #OOOOOOOOOUUGH kalos kills me #anyway when satoshi learns he can lie to people abt Not being satoshi actually to get out of interviews is the day it's over for journalism #ooc. pkmn is autistic culture. #rewatch. #UGH it feels good to use that tag again #block that tag for a while if u dont wanna see me sporadically yell <3