#it would I suppose constitute a relapse. socially drinking once or twice a year doesn't count but

[homeruined]

I want. to be so fucking drunk rn ngl

#weed is not quite scratching the itch rn. which is unfortunate. #however alcohol use is! bad for me!!! especially as a coping mechanism! #it would I suppose constitute a relapse. socially drinking once or twice a year doesn't count but #getting blackout drunk because I can't handle how awful I'm feeling is for sure a Problem as someone who is #and I hate hate hate admitting it. a recovering alcoholic. #this was going to go on jack's blog until I realized it's just me puppeting him