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#it severely impacted my sleep and rest quality which I'm still working on to fix
mimimarilynart
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October 2021
#succulents
#my plants
#mimimarilynart
#October 2021
#personal
#rambles
#posting this at 3am and a bit of /journaling/ in the tags
#wanna get a bit of things off my chest before my mind gets cluttered up with thoughts again
#sooo I haven't been keeping track of how long I stopped using tumblr and ig entirely (also my personal email) due to some anxiety struggles
#for the last 18 months or so I kind of got progressively more burnt out with my job + felt my social anxiety worsening
#plus being stuck at home almost all the time + dealing with having one more parent living at home = my *battery* eroded significantly
#I chose to disengage with apps and media platforms bcs a major trigger I deal with on the daily is my inbox
#notifications in general and the idea of having to read/respond/act to others became a majorly upsetting and draining activity
#I know this isn't okay but I've always known and accepted the fact that I'm a person with very limited social energy
#it takes a very long time for me to recover from social interactions and I couldn't afford to deplete more than what I have
#and bcs my job has been 100% remote this became a major issue with communications via tech
#it severely impacted my sleep and rest quality which I'm still working on to fix
#there's also some plans that couldn't happen due to covid and it's been very depressing
#overall I just had to minimize any activity that created more stress in my head
#I don't know if this is something I can get help with but I feel like it's more on me to find a better mode that works
#I haven't really been drawing for almost a year except minor attempts but I think that's a mistake
#there's specific persons and things keeping me going but I want to do more for my wellbeing so I don't feel like I'm unworthy at times
#for a number of months I really didn't have any spare time energy left from coping with life and job in general
#drawing still is my favourite hobby and I realized how happy it makes me even if I can only doodle with a pencil
#but I will try to do a better job at balancing my day schedule
#new hobby I picked up this year is crochet/yarn work and it's been helping a lot with calming myself when things feel overwhelming
#tomorrow I'll try to post a doodle dump before my little holiday officially ends
#I hope next year things will be better for a change
#if anyone needs a therapeutic and affordable activity I recommend yarn crafts
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