#im supposed to visit my grandma and grandpa tomorrow for like. first time in six months

[ilottcallum]

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#emilia's 3am period ramblings part two enjoy: #fuckfuckfuckfuckfuck #i've been nauseous all day and i can't sleep #ok technically i could fall asleep immediately but im afraid i don't want to bleed all over my bed #should i buy a menstrual cup #maybe #why i cant just donate my fucking uterus to someone who actually needs it #why i am here suffering when at the same time i'll never have biological children #even the thought about giving birth scares me so much #oh thankfully my periods arent consistent i wouldn't tolerate this shit every month #someone send help #aaaaaaaa #im supposed to visit my grandma and grandpa tomorrow for like. first time in six months?? #bc they live in a different town #and of course im on my period #i'm sorry for everyone who probably ended up reading this #help #random ramblings #not f1 or hockey