#im so wowed by how rich and meaningful every person's life is

[erophonemic]

vent

#new years eve will be spent at a friend's house but the couple whose house it is #i am happy for the invite and consider them friends but one is an ex i just acknowledge I'll always feel a bit awkward around #it's just difficult that i know i would thrive in an environment that i can feel more... open and poly and flirtatious? #i am more comfortable around friends i can make stupid jokes with and joke about gay sex and kiss a bit #well the friends i am most comfortable with i also fuck sjdjfjfh #but anyways. they are friends of mine but I can't be casually hugging or get cozy with #I'm a girl who gets a lot of crushes i guess. i see people and think they're so wonderful and unique and just #im so wowed by how rich and meaningful every person's life is #but i also get a lot of heartache from most crushes not being reciprocated but what can you do #there's a whole friend group of like 20 queer people i tried to befriend after the last 6 months of trying my best but didn't pan through #times like this make parts of me worried that I'm just not particularly interesting to others but it's just luck and circumstances #might move to Colorado and i hope for better luck #vent

[lixrk]

plot call + muse update!

HELLO EVERYONE !!! my hiatus is ending soon so i wanted to make this post before it does to ‘get ready’ in a sense lol. anyways! first of all, lix finally quit his job as a host in a host club took him a while i know and has decided to... *drum roll* do youtube full-time! wow, amazing!

what does he do on his youtube channel?

dance covers, most of them he choreographed himself. he started doing vocal covers too!

he also vlogs, you know, for the views

mukbang with an assortment of cheap junk food

if you’re also a friend of his there’s an 80% chance he’ll try to drag you into his videos

AND NOW FOR THE PLOT CALL !!! i’ve been... super horrible with interacting with most of the people on here because i just stick to twitter for plotting and well, i don’t have all of you on twitter... and i wanted to change that! i want lix to meet a lot of your muses as well as make more meaningful connections, after all. so! this is an attempt at that!

under the cut i’ll be listing a few plot ideas that might interest you guys. please LIKE THIS POST if you want me to slide into your dms for plotting. you can also REPLY WITH A SONG TITLE if you want me to write up a random starter for you (based on a prompt generator or a sentence starter). thanks a lot and i’m looking forward to writing with all of you!

additionally, you can reach out to me on twitter (@wowyoungie) and discord (ask for the id) if you’re as bad with tumblr ims as i am (although i’m awful at messaging in general,,, i’ll do my best though!! i promise!!)

PLATONIC

a very close friend of his, his ride or die. they probably knew each other for a long while, and is aware that lix is... running away from his rich family lol

the one friend that helped him polish his korean... he owes you big time. he’ll share his pizza with you everyday

that friend that let him stay at their place when he just returned to korea before he moved out and found a proper roommate... this friend can be the same one that helps him re-polish his korean if you want!

since his family goes to korea every summer, friends that he made during those times!! he’d treasure every friendship... regardless of how often you meet up!

as of lix’s birthday, his dear roommate bought them two cute bunnies! maybe we can make a plot around that. he loves gushing over his bunny (which he hasn’t named... help him with that maybe hAHA).

people he can drag into his videos! it doesn’t have to surround dancing, he does random challenges too (for the views...) and you just somehow get dragged into it. he’s super embarrassed but you know, you do what you have to do. join in on his discount mukbang too

those who were his clients back when he was a host. his host persona and his real persona is a very different. in reality he’s mostly shy and easily embarrassed. maybe you ran into him expecting host lix but he’s just embarrassed and panicking and ‘omg they’ll think i’m so lame outside of work’

lix is a person that gets jealous quite easily. he still doesn’t have his life structured properly and you seem like you do. you seem to know what you want, meanwhile lix doesn’t, he barely knows himself. he admires you for that, but he also feels envious. bonus if you two are friends and it’s only a matter of time before he explodes on you

people his parents forced him to befriend, and though when he still lived under their roof he did befriend you, after he ran away he never contacted you ever again. he doesn’t know whether the friendship the two of you had was real, nor does he want to find out

alternatively, people his parents forced him to befriend, but he just doesn’t like you (and maybe you feel the same way or not). he tries not to let it show at the time, but after running away he starts treating you differently

he’s a bit awful at keeping up with debuted idols. teach him about them! make him stan a group! please please please! you can be his stan twt educator. he’ll do his best to keep up

trainee friends! he’s kind of jealous of you but he really wants to learn from you. whether you were friends before you became a trainee or after, it’s free real estate!

maybe you work as a delivery person, and you’re wondering why the hell this guy keeps ordering food at late hours into the night. he’s a night owl, mostly because of his previous job as a host club that usually occurs at night, and also because... he’s an insomniac

NOT-SO PLATONIC

exes. can work with girls even though he’s gay because it took him a long time to come to terms with it

if a girl, he probably didn’t give you all his attention. he doesn’t initiate any sort of physical affection, which might be the first thing that tipped you off that he isn’t as invested in the relationship as you are. 

if a boy, you probably witnessed his meltdown and insecurities firsthand. it was probably a quick relationship, because he panicked and couldn’t handle the pressure at all, ending things abruptly even though at the time he probably did like you. he just couldn’t handle the idea of being out of the closet

one night stands... that says it all. whether you were friends beforehand and got drunk and made mistakes or you were lonely strangers... anything is free!

friends with benefits... need i say more. could be a past thing, and now your friendship is on the verge of shattering or something

the one that got away? maybe you had feelings for him before. he knew about it, but pretended not to, because feelings are scary and his insecurities were just about ready to eat him up. whether you decide not to confess or you did and he let you down, things are a bit rocky now

an unrequited crush

on your part, it’s pretty much established that he’s awful at feelings so, that isn’t fun

on his part, it’s most likely a past thing. he was too scared to say anything about it, or maybe he did and you let him down, causing him to harbour a lot of regrets and ‘fuck i shouldn’t have said anything’ but time heals wounds and now he just misses having you as a friend

OPEN EVENTS

#rkcollab: collab time! lix is eager to learn more rapping and whatnot since he’s a beginner, but he also just wants to sing with friends on his youtube channel

#rkdanceoff: listen,,, he’ll love to have a dance-off with literally anyone, he’ll most likely upload it to his youtube channel too. be his competition! it’ll be fun, he won’t go down easy

#rkcharity: charity time! let’s do this! either you dragged him into it or vice versa. either way he’s not gonna half-ass this

#{ ooc. } #rkopenplot #( i know i owe people replies... ) #( i'll get to them! ) #( please nudge me if i forget you )

[rolandovieraofficial]

A letter to my soulmate:

Hey, im sure i have called you my soulmate more than a million times. And you might ask yourself how do i know this? Well.

You have a personality thats strong, willed, capable of anything, brave. You also have a heart of gold, you might not talk about it alot or open up your emotions like my soft self does. But you have such a sweet delicate heart. You love with such passion, you care so immaculately. You worry about me, you think about me. You make me happy just with the fact you exist. We have gone through the bad and the good to achieve this love. And we weren’t even looking for love when we found each other. And thats just a fraction of why i call you my soulmate.

Why are am i so blindly in love?

Well, many things. I have never had someone pay attention to me down to how i like my olives and my pant size. You truly pay so much attention to me, you always had in mind the little things i like, you always understand me, you help me through my bad moments, you are there when im not doing good, you always know what to say to me, you respect me, you even care for me now, the fact you have the strength to tell me its not time or the fact you dont lead me on and you say it all how it is, makes me respect you and love you so much more. Also you are beautiful to me, i cannot stress the many times youd see me and id just melt with your look, your eyes, your smile, all your tattoos your body. And when the red lipstick is on, wow i die. You always find an accessory to add to yourself and you always suprise me with it, or the random urges of a tattoo, or the dresses to special occasions that always end up on the floor or off when we get back in the room. Your skin is so delicate so soft, your smell is always pleasant and addictive, when i kiss your lips your neck ur back anything on you the taste is sinfully good. Your style is so beautiful to me, how u rock ur low chucks cuz of how i rocked em in hs, we love vans and ripped jeans, also any big shirt or sweater that’s comfortable we love. Your bracelets your gold chains, your rings and all of ur piercings, little things that just make you stand out, you’re so special and gorgeous. You’re so perfect my eyes will never desire someone else, soy tuyo de por vida. And thats some of the reasons why im so blindly in love with you.

Why dont i move on or forget?

Well this one is easy to answer, i dont move on simply because you have become this person in my life whom i would do absolutely anything for, and who I literally every single day i try to reach and get to. You’re my ultimate goal, you’re my dream, you’re my biggest wish, you’re the love of my life, you’re my true love, you’re everything ive ever wanted and more. The thought of moving on doesn’t remotely cross my mind. All i think of is you, ao how will i forget? If all i do is remember you, wonder about you, think of our memories, think of ways to improve and be a better man for you, think of how no one will ever be like you, thinking how theres a girl out there with the name of Rox that loves me back. Youre it for me Rox. Idc about anyone else, idc for someone new, for new sex, i dont care. I told you this, after you. Im never loving anyone again. You have my heart Rox you is all i want to love and care for. You always give me new experiences, you always show me something new about yourself. You’re vast, you’re an amazing work of art im always admiring and getting to know. You’re everything rox. You’re my baby. So no i am not moving on nor will i forget about you.

My goals?

My goal is you, there’s something that more important to me than anything and thats you. Why? This life is full of money, material things, and all these “riches” that are nothing but temporary. Your love, thats endless, you are timeless, you are forever. You enrich me and fill my soul with the happiness and love that nothing in this whole wide universe will ever even come close to. The permanent thought of someone loving you and being there no matter the situation, is just more meaningful than anything else. My triumph is your happiness, i want to make you feel happy, loved, wanted, i want you to be yourself and enjoy life. I wanna be the man that gives you a family, a whole experience that just makes us last life together, i want you to always see me the same, to look at me and smile, and say wow. To when we have sex you just love it as much as the many times we have it. That car rides and dates all feel magical and pretty like the first. I want you for life and thats my goal. My goal is you, your happiness, and your love.

This is a letter just to let you know why you’re my soulmate, i could write a book on this topic. I just want you to know whats in my mind, and how i view you and i think of you. Hopefully whenever you feel sad or alone you can read this or even reach out to me, because i truly love you. And hopefully one day you can be mine again. Im here for you always. And im always gonna be thinking about you. Tuyo X100pre

-Rol

[axelsandwich]

unasked for endgame thoughtdump!

(spoilers!)

pacing in first half was all over the place and weirdly emotionally empty, the whole ‘I figured out time travel’ thing was so casual and seemed like it happened in barely 2 days

time travel was a copout, they wrote themselves into a corner and time travel was a cheap way to get them out. not to mention the loopholes always give me headaches and no amount of lampshading and ~explaining the timelines~ gets around that. I groaned and rolled my eyes inwardly when they said time travel like......there was nooo other way huh

captain marvel just appeared and then disappeared i guess???? ?

i was just really sad about thor basically becoming comic relief, they never know when to stop pushing the joke before it gets tired; the moment with rocket I thought was a great chance for them to have a proper conversation as two people who had lost the most from the entire thing and then it was like ‘lol jokes we’re not done laughing at him being dumb’

like seriously thor’s trauma was rich with nuances to explore, they really could have segued beautifully from the initial shock into something darker and more meaningful but every time it threatened to get a little deeper, they dragged him back up to shallow

i’m glad he had a moment with his mum, one of the rare ones he did have

legit impressed they managed to replicate (????) the past movies so well i actually wondered if they had shot these extra scenes while filming the originals bc they recreated everything so well? like? wow?

cap and tony going back to the military base and howard and peggy just HAPPENING to be the people they run into was contrived as all hell but I still aw’d 

but wow there was Z E R O tesseract security huh

i was kinda pissed by nat being the only one to die from the original avengers ngl, i know scarjo’s contract or w/e is up but like.......she was much more present than clint this entire journey and I’m sick of the optics of ~woman sacrifices herself so man can angst about it~ and mcu doesn’t have a good track record here

cap with thor’s hammer was one of the best moments, the cinema gasped

okay i got a bit emotional when the other avengers came back not gonna lie, it was a great frikkin moment, that swell of relief and excitement bc you knew they were gonna kick ass

let’s ignore how thanos managed to bring his entire army to the...future...on one pym or something.... but let’s not because time travel ig????? 

I was ‘fuck yess’ at wanda finally getting to fight with her powers vs thanos noice

for that matter, not a SINGLE person dies in the final battle except tony? sounds.....convenient

tony’s death was well done though; that eye contact w dr strange and the finger and the moment it clicks. damn powerful

uhh let’s ignore how he managed to get all the infinity stones off the gauntlet that easily 

the marvel ladies marching towards the enemy would have been much less contrived and more slick if we had actually like...followed them fighting in the tag team way, flashing from one to another clearing the path for captain marvel rather than having a weird catwalk moment

for one brief shining moment I legitimately thought bucky was going to go with steve on their time travel adventure to return the stones and sam was going to be left there to pick up the mantle and then i remembered it’s marvel and it sucks

i like steve and peggy just fine and im glad they got to reunite but like.....does this retcon peggy’s entire other family and life that she built without steve? wasn’t the entire POINT of peggy’s arc and her role in steve’s life that we can’t go back to the way things were and that we have to start over??? and he HAD a life in the modern day with bucky (who he fought TOOTH AND NAIL AND IRONMAN to get back) and sam and his friends ughh 

the old man steve stuff was a bit confusing and unnecessary imo and why did he appear on a bench im jhfsfjhs

soo many plot hole questions

anyway time travel I just really don’t like time travel

anyway this was absolutely an ironman and capt america sendoff which was appropos I guess but im a bit underwhelmed. there were parts I really enjoyed but I think infinity wars managed to be the stronger of the two

#endgame #endgame spoilers

[keywords-r-us-blog]

Social Identity 

Social identity is the way in which individuals present/express themselves to the public, predominantly via social media. A person’s social identity is usually warped in some way to appear more acceptable to society. This is due to the standardised factors such as gender, socioeconomic status, nationality and fear of judgement from others. Below I have collated several entries from individuals via social media and asked them to describe themselves briefly based on what they believe to be their social identity. I gave minimal guidelines and asked for a small about of information to pressure individuals to be concise. The results are evidently varied, and represent the varying identities people can present on social media. 

Lachlan Baker: Male, 20 white Australian,  party animal, friends and family means everything, adventuring, life is a beach ride the wave of life, stay positive go forward never go back. 

Jean Cameron: Almost 50 years old (April 3) Carer  One beautiful son ☺ Married 2 cheeky dogs Favorite movie is Labyrinth with David Bowie  Favorite musician is Bruce Springsteen  Favorite colour is orange 

Dylan sky:18 years old, male, Australian, the wheres wally books

Angela Callaghan: 50 years old, Love my kids unconditionally, I commit to what i feel is important, And My priorities are family first then work, I love the honest relationship I have with my kids and cherish them every day. 

Jennifer Dias: 44 | female | Australian / Brasilian heritage | Employed as a youth events development worker. I am passionate about all art forms, cultural diversity and in developing networks and providing opportunities for young people & 50+ers | in MyTime I'm a volunteer/an artist/a photographer/ a tone deaf singer/ songwriter and an off key guitarist/ an interpretive dancer/ an observer/ a mother/a grandmother aka Vovo / and a friend | I absolutely love love love my family unit in all its complexities and moments of joy and appreciate the lessons I learn along the way that assist me in my own personal growth. 

Stacey Harrell: The Indispensable Man (by Saxon White Kessinger) Sometime when you're feeling important; Sometime when your ego 's in bloom; Sometime when you take it for granted, You're the best qualified in the room: Sometime when you feel that your going, Would leave an unfillable hole, Just follow these simple instructions, And see how they humble your soul. Take a bucket and fill it with water, Put your hand in it up to the wrist, Pull it out and the hole that's remaining, Is a measure of how much you'll be missed. You can splash all you wish when you enter, You may stir up the water galore, But stop, and you'll find that in no time, It looks quite the same as before. The moral of this quaint example, Is to do just the best that you can, Be proud of yourself but remember, There's no indispensable man.

Britney:  20yrs, female, Australian. Favourite bible verse: Philippians 4:13 13 I can do all this through him who gives me strength. I like to take photos of stuff, im a 3rd Year Nursing Student and I like spongebob memes.Also, I am super normal and quiet when people first meet me and then when I get comfortable  i get real weird.

Caley Cameron:19 Years Old, Male, Australian 

Nicola Turner: I'm 18 going on 81  my favourite food is toast, I love my pet rabbit and second hand clothes. I can't add up in my head, I'm more of an english person. I like to think I'm independent but I'm a sucker for other people's company.

May Louise Bouchet: 28 Australian Profession- teacher Heritage- French/Mauritian, Italian and Polish Favourite music- anything popular I enjoy cooking, renovating, shopping, travelling, eating and playing sport. I like to be busy but also enjoy downtime and most days I feel mentally drained. If I could start my life over I would become a historian and work in a museum. I value family, friends, history and a good education. I'm also a feminist.

Denham Callanan: artist, friend, dreamer, romantic, procrastinator. 19 Male Love, family, philosophy, history, comedy, sarcasm, animals, nature. "He had decided to live forever or die in the attempt" -Joseph Heller, Catch 22 "Everyone you meet you start to fall in love with, what separates your enemies from your friends, and your lovers from your soul mate is at which point you stop"  -Me 

Sarah Bloggs: 35 your cousin from England :-) xx

Holly Schwebel: Female, 17, and I attached a picture of a poem that has resonated with me for as long as I've known of it. Let me know if you need anything more.

Sophia Blackwell: 19, and gender: female :--) I like the words captivate, kind, lovely, brilliant and fun. And those are things I'd like to surround myself with. I'd describe myself as a pretty easy going person and I care a lot. I'm pretty sensitive but not in all areas, definitely not when it comes to romance hahaha. Uhm, when it comes to an occupation I'd love to pursue something creative like cinematography. I'm learning Danish at the moment. I'd like to become stronger when it comes to speaking with confidence especially when I don't agree with something. I love doggos, well all animals and wholesome healthy foods and most certainly taking photos of both. I really like the outdoors because it makes me feel good inside and alongside that taking photos on old cameras.

Elizabeth, Renae, Anderson, Wisely: age- 18 gender: dinosaur (jk) I'm female nationality: Australian I like cats a lot and food. I'm obsessed with Alice in wonderland.  um I really love history and wish to pursue a career in it. I'm an introvert. I like to read and rarely watch movies or tv.

Hayley Watt: Age:18 Gender: Female "A rose grows best in a pile of shit" Music: welcome to your life by Grouplove I think of myself as a positive person and I believe everything happens for a reason, or at least I tell myself that to prevent deeper questioning about the meaning of life.

Anonymous: Age: 24, Male Came from a rough family background that leaves me drifting through experiences. I socialise while holding up endless walls. Everyone likes me, but no one gets close. Song that best describes me would be Hellfire from The Hunchback of Notre Dame. There's a constant nagging in my mind that I'm being judged severely for whatever reason. It's maddening. My interaction with the real world is to deal with people without them ever figuring out that I'm a 'fraud', whatever that means. I feel dishonest, even when I explicitly don't mean to be. I am sustained by my Catholic faith, and its instrumental to my being and keeps my cynicism in check. I wish it could be socially acceptable to talk openly about it, it feels limiting otherwise. My favourite quote is "Sometimes you have to walk past the good to get to the best." - Susan Calloway

Coby Borg: Well im me. Im half maltese. Born in straya. Lover of music. Pretty much any genre. Struggling to keep on top of work as we all are... 

Katie Hall: Gender: female Age: 19 Nationality: let's say I'm a "bitzer", no clue on where my parents come from, so I'm just a bit of everything A hole bunch of random stuff: Live by Disney's world famous Nanny's quote, "Anything can happen if you let it". I love dancing but not as much as I love my sister and I'm deadly afraid of elephant seals. Here is a picture of an adorable puppy!

Tahlia Gill: 18, Australian My fav quote is Shakespeare (I'm original I know ) “Cut him out into little stars And he shall make the face of heaven so fine That all would be in love with the night And none would worship the garish sun.” My fav songs are zombie by the cranberries, american pie by don McLean and anything by Hudson Taylor Another quote by William Blake: a truth that's told with bad intent beats all the lies you can invent Love Harry Potter, lotr, avatar and soppy rom coms haha

Amber Walker: 18, British Adventures, outdoors, camping, hiking, explorer, Hippie, coffee, animals, love a bit of ed sheeran and Adele I'd live out of a backpack if it meant i got to truly see the world.

Genevieve Blenkin: 19, female, ginger, "you always miss the shots you don't take". The picture is of the country because its such a big part of my identity.

Stefano Rankin:20, Male, Australian, quote: victory stands on the back of sacrifice.

Mat Percival: 20, Aussie. Love a good beer and laugh with my mates and love any fiddly past times I can afford. Creative design and cars play a big role in my life, and I guess my goal is to produce works/products and a service (whatever it be) that people are amazed by and are impressed enough to tell their friends. Love a good burger as well and Hotwheels are my fav.

Allie Cook: 21, American, favourite quote: "And in this moment I swear we are infinite." -- Charlie, Perks of Being a Wallflower. This is my life outlook to always live life like I am infinite. 

Stephanie Hirsh: I like ball park music and I make cakes

Cameron Raymond Rawstron: Age 20, Quote: “That’s a bit how ya going”, I love Amity Affliction (anchors, Don’t lean on me), What do I do: Learn about computers, occasionally exercise, try to be socially accepted, hide my pan behind a smile, am brutally honest/too real. What I wanna do: re rich, be happy, be meaningful, listen to Amity Affliction, achieve happiness. Such memes, very wow. 

Taylah Zanardi: 18, female, chronic sick kid, "there is no magic to achievement. It's really about hard work, choices and persistence", I like to present myself as someone very put together and who knows where they're going in life, citity