#im like deathly tired. i dont understand humans. if someone wasn't excited about something i was sharing with them I'd stop doing that

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not vent but vent. like. i think i would attribute anything negative to venting. anyways it's in the tags

#vent #i am THINKING rn. #my gf loves watching tik tok. i don't and i get a bit irritated and tired when i even hear the word #and she sends me tiktoks like every day or so #i already had to put a hard limit of 8 as the amount she can send to me in one day (yes. she was sending more) #but now that im working and i keep borrowing more and more energy from myself (im already in debt btw) #i really can't stand tiktoks. like i know it's stupid but i struggle to be normal about them #anyways. today she said something like 'ohh i have so many tiktoks for you today' (AS IF IT'S A GOOD THING) #so i just went 'mhmm' (i think it was the most peaceful decision on my part) #and we barely talked since. she didn't send me them either #ssssooooo #what im thinking about is. how she doesn't get that it's genuinely tiring for me when every time she sends me tiktoks i am NOT excited #and i let it show #like i prolly should have a talk with her and explain that it's mentally taxing for me (for the third time) but i guess im #amazed more than anything else #i do appreciate that she wants to share something with me. i just wish it wasn't tiktoks bc i have a very strange mental thingy about them #im like deathly tired. i dont understand humans. if someone wasn't excited about something i was sharing with them I'd stop doing that