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#if theres some kind of bigher force controlling everything please don't make me lose this place please i cant live in a car again p
the-peter-parker
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Hhhghghh I want someone to talk to but like big rip,, venty tag time
#i don't really wanna type right now but I'm just really scared right now and i need to get it out silently so typey time
#i don't know if i can do this again. it's only been a year. i thought this was over i thought it was done? please don't make me.do this agai
#n please please
#this year was supposed t be good. i was gonna catch up on school and make friends and dye my hair and skate it was supposed to be good
#if theres some kind of bigher force controlling everything please don't make me lose this place please i cant live in a car again p
#i finally got my yellow walls this year :") please don't take them away from.me please
#it was supposed to be my senior year this month. i was supposed to have friends again. i was supposed to be happy
#but i have no one and ixm even farther behind on graduating
#this feels like some sort of sick joke really
#my skates might not show up till october which doesn't help my current outlook. i know after 3 months another 2.5 isnt that long its just
#its hard to look forward to something i cant know i'll be around for. man this sucks
#i know no one would care if i was gone and thats the real kicker here. maybe they'll care after i'm gone. the people eho havent texted me in
#years. the ones who told me to sit with them and then forgot to talk to me. or keep the people who want to.hurt me away.
#the ones who ask every year when my birthday is like they'll remember next time. i knew her. they'd say
#but they havent known me since 7th grade. a simple hi would mean so much right now. but they dont care so theres no reason to say it
#and even if they did thats all it would go. theyxd forget to text back. they forgot my number anyway. maybe my name too.
#no one blinked when i cut off over a foot of hair last year and that really stuck. ixve had them forget my face. it hasnt changed?? why did
#you forget?? how could you forget me like that?? i was right there i was right there
#i'll be 18 soon now. i havent had a friend who really cared since i was 15 and i think she did it out of pity. i feel so? worthless
#i dont think i wanna be me anymore. can i get a second chance please? can i start over? as someone else plesse?
#someone who has friends and a supportive family and a stable house please plesse
#this isn't funny anymore. i havent felt save in over 5 years. i just want to.know i'm okay i'm.loved and valid and okay
#but i'm not am i? none of those things
#i'm out of time aren't I?
#dont reblog please hhhhhhdhhd
#vent tw
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