#if i didn't have a breakdown over (what i think is) separation anxiety last sunday i woulda cried now

[sairitaikutsu]

that awkward moment when ur watching a breakfast vlog you made last year only to see your late grandpa in the video

#if i didn't have a breakdown over (what i think is) separation anxiety last sunday i woulda cried now #real talk #rest in peace grandpa #i'll miss your sweetened crispy butter pandesal 😔 #merry christmas too #ok actual minor vent in tags a little bit #one day while eating brunch with some of my parents friends whom i've never met before #my dad mentioned my grandpa's death #he said it was hard on my mom because he died days before her birthday #she had to celebrate her first birthday without him #she now had to celebrate christmas without him #but she's managing #meanwhile i overheard it and couldn't help but start to cry a little so i went to the bathroom #and then i stayed there for a bit to let the tears fall #after that i went out as if nothing happened #:( #vent #tw vent #oops i rambled in tags again