#idk it's something hormonal and etc bc my T ultimately got too low and I've been getting regular periods again

[casketscratch]

Big fuzzy sweater.

Big fuzzy purring lap warmer.

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#my brain is reeling and #idk it's something hormonal and etc bc my T ultimately got too low and I've been getting regular periods again #which does mean I'm LESS stressed than before! #but every time emotionally? I feel such total fear and dread #like I'm waiting to die and I can never stop crying and begging at #nothing? #they're the hardest emotional cycles to get through but #I'm trying and we're doing it #tomorrow will be better and it's hard to sob when #look at that cat #progress? idk #recovery something