#idk I'm feeling insecure about myself lately. this is okay to reblog btw I'm just venting my thoughts in the tags

[freakwiththeknifecollection]

Yeah, you should only create for yourself, but if I'm putting it out there I would like to know that I'm not just endlessly shouting into the void

#you ever feel like this about your original posts? cause I do #idk like. I would like to DISCUSS my thoughts with someone but it never goes that far #and I realize I don't have the most popular opinions all the time but shit you'd think some people would agree enough to reblog every #once in awhile #idk I'm feeling insecure about myself lately. this is okay to reblog btw I'm just venting my thoughts in the tags #em rambles #idk there was a time I felt like I had a place and served a purpose and provided content for a very small circle of fandom #but now I honestly can't tell who's there anymore #maybe that's why I've been struggling to write. I've always written for myself first but a big motivator for me was getting to share #that with people who would really enjoy it #but now idk #I'll never leave tumblr but sometimes I wonder why I even bother posting original posts anymore lmao