#i'm.. really afraid tho. i'm enjoying rdr1 a lot because i love john so much

[barghest-land]

night guards 🌟

enjoying my first rdr1 playthrough :') damn i'm gonna cry so much. i know it's gonna break my heart even more than rdr2 i'm not ready

#charlie the dog is so cute tho i love guarding the farm with him:) #i'm.. really afraid tho. i'm enjoying rdr1 a lot because i love john so much #but at the same time i'm scared because hell no i'm not ready for the angst #i got used to the rdr2 epilogue where everything is.. somewhat okay #i've spent many hours playing as john #i know all the main things that will happen in rdr1 and it hurts so fucking much i'm not ready to experience it myself #been thinking about it playing horse shoes for 2 hours #or whatever this mini game called #this game istg. rockstar pay for my therapy chellenge?? #:( #rdr1 #john marston #barghestland #art #artists on tumblr