#i'm working a really really cool musical rn and working on beating another pokemon game and have been writing again and

[writing-makes-me-antsy]

Do y'all realize how fucking Wild it is that I was endeared enough to someone for the fall and autumn to remind me of them this year greater than any prior memory?? To have the season filled with my greatest sorrows and greatest joys to instead remind me of something wholly else?

#my posts #i am so normal when i miss people (lie) #but genuinely #glad i knew them and deeply glad they're the kind of person where i get to have a lil secret smile at each memory #even if i miss them its like the good kind of missing someone #and i still secretly wish good things to come their way whenever i catch 11:11 on the clock #(Keep that secret for me y'all i Never tell people when i wish good things about them on wishflowers or at wish times >;3) #i'm keeping busy and working on my own things don't worry!! btw!! #im not just like Sitting Around Thinking About Them #i'm working a really really cool musical rn and working on beating another pokemon game and have been writing again and #have secret hopeful project w/ two friends #and ofc seeing doctors because when am i NOT seeing doctors #i just have not had tumblr Feelings Hours in a hot minute and decided fuck it :3 #if you know me irl no you don't hgkghsgfsd