#i'm proud of myself but also i wish visually it looked cleaner

[eugeniedanglars]

spent the whole afternoon cleaning/organizing and you can barely tell. what if i walked into the ocean and was never seen again

#like EYE know my place is cleaner and i feel much better about it #bc 90% of the floor has been swept/vacuumed/mopped so it no longer looks/feels gross to walk on #and there's no longer a giant pile of clean but unfolded laundry and a laundry drying rack dominating half the room #(except for my cloak and some stuff that needs mending and some socks that i may or may not wear again before doing laundry) #and i washed my kitchen floor mats and my pantry has been somewhat organized so i can at least close the door #and i cleaned all the old science experiments out of my fridge and washed the bathroom sink #and i took stuff that had been sitting in open packages forever out of said packages #and i pulled all the cushions off my couch to re-fluff them and vacuum the liner #(which i haven't done in so long there was?? a whole ass butter knife in there?? that i apparently lost in my couch at some point??) #and i went grocery shopping and restocked on a bunch of essentials and bought stuff for a few meals #but my bed is still unmade and all my tables are still covered with junk and my kitchen counter is a mess #so it LOOKS like i haven't cleaned at all even though this was the most i've cleaned in months #i'm proud of myself but also i wish visually it looked cleaner