#i'm ofc taking him to the vet as a walk-in today

[xannerz]

i think vigo's heart failure is kicking in

#man just kill me already #he was diagnosed w early stage heart failure a year+ ago and his breathing's become more labored within the past 48 hours #ive put thousands of dollars (that i dont have lol) into his care #he keeps stress yawning. still active/eager to eat. but i know how bad this can get and it's looming over me. #i simply cant anymore. and kona's death traumatized me. #i'm ofc taking him to the vet as a walk-in today #but if he's on the cusp of nosediving - and ime animals tend to tank p fast - i might have to make a v difficult decision very soon. #i hope i'm wrong. i'm just bracing myself. #his birthday was this month. #xangoeswah