#i'm 90000000% talking about arch*r and honestly i need to just rewatch and get back into it full swing y'all are so supportive and kind <3

[scare-ard--sleigh]

also saying this is so earnest that it makes me wanna vom but i like,,,, miss being in a fandom where people like my ocs as much as i do wwweehhh

#silver jelly #i'm 90000000% talking about arch*r and honestly i need to just rewatch and get back into it full swing y'all are so supportive and kind <3 #like idk i don't want to sound ungrateful for the people who Do like/are interested in my op oc i just........... #okay. i really enjoy hearing about people's ocs i really really honestly do; it is for real one of my favorite things. #i'm a storyteller and i LOVE stories; i would be dead without stories. #and i really enjoy when people infodump about the lore!! but i dooooooo notice when i've asked like a dozen questions about Their Guy and #they haven't said one word to me about mine. and that's happening;;;;;;; kind of a lot with these new op people . #i just feel like theeee world's biggest tool being like 'so what do u think about my guy/this plot thing/etc' idk maybe i'm being silly. #and i should probably noooooooottttt be venting about that Here ashdjbfubh i don't think anyone's trying to be mean or doing it #on purpose i guess i just. i thought there'd be like a;;; click? maybe? putting this into words feels so stupid lmao it's fucking crazy how #much of my ego i put on other people caring about my guy. my therapist is nooooot gonna like that jfmbjgbkgm #anyway !! i might spend some time developing my guy and figure out if there's something else that might give me the feeling i want #i've worked so hard making a story that i think is cool and frankly;;; i deserve attention for it jmbjfgkbmg #maybe there's somewhere else that has better rapport like op is popular there's gotta be some somewhere for ocs . #god don't make me take up rp again i won't fucking do it . #anyway maybe tomorrow i'll watch arch*r and do some research (and think about how funny an op crossover would be <3)