#i'll check this in the morning methinks

[words-words-worlds]

Pspspspsps-

ik it's like, late but I'm looking for fellow writers in the Transformers fandom to befriend, talk about our current wips, etc all that good stuff. I'm trying to do the writing rn actually, but my brain has stopped functioning😭

#transformers #maccadam #writing #please i beg of thee #i don't have many friends in this fandom (save for like 4 or 5 wonderful mutuals) #plus i just want to ramble about my silly lil writing projects and hear about others #might go to sleep here soon actually #i'll check this in the morning methinks #avery speaks

[jiangwanyin]

unstoppable force (i love buying earrings) meets immovable object (the fact that my ears aren't even pierced yet)

#i swear i have far too many earrings for someone who doesn't even know when they'll be able to get their ears pierced #and i just ordered two more pairs from etsy #helpp i need to stop making impulsive purchases at 3am but in my defense i've had both saved for SO long and it's almost #christmas n then my birthday and i've had a shit year so i'm trying to convince myself i deserve it now i just need to get on with #the getting my ears pierced part stat!!!!!!!!!! #god knows when that'll happen though #first i need to be well enough to even leave the house which is not something i've done since august and more comfortably #and voluntarily since uhh february methinks #but i'm waiting for some lab results so maybe it's foolish of me but i'm rly hoping i'll get some better meds and be able to go out #every now and then even just for a short walk to the park (or to claire's) in the new year #GOD what i wouldn't give to be healthy and have a functional body for even just a day #imagine going out and doing whatever you feel like!!!! instead of being holed up in your room 24/7 and having to have an hour sit down #after washing your hair because standing up is too much pain at the ripe young age of 19 #wait how did this turn into a health rant this was supposed to be about earrings— #n e ways i let's hope i won't regret this next morning or whenever it is that i check my bank card balance eep generally i rly #hate buying stuff for myself but when i do i always end up ordering another five things as well kghdlfd i lowkey hate myself for it #but on the other hand i suppose it's not all that different from just buying the equivalent of a new book or two a month hmm #(← a very unconvincing lie i tell myself to make myself feel better abt spending money. i'd feel just as bad about buying not particularly #expensive things on a relatively regular basis even if they did make me happy) #okay i am going to shut up and SLEEP!! #goodnight sorry if u actually read all of this as you may have noticed this isn't actually going anywhere i'm just rambling #angie.txt #btw just to make it worth your time if you did read this. the earrings i just bought are a pair of lightsabers and a strawberry pair :) #who would have guessed