#i'd rather do small learning courses on things i'm interested in rather than commit years to something i don't really want to do

[snallavanta]

i genuinely feel like my life is in shambles everytime i don't have a hyperfixation

#nurin #what do you mean i'm supposed to just go on about my day without thinking of current hyperfixation 24/7 #don't get me wrong young royals is circling round my brain all the damn time #but idk it just lost it's newness #and idk skdhskdjs i just feel so purpose-less #also my mom really wants me to go to university and get a degree for some reason????? #like yeah i get that it's a good thing but idk if i'm up for that yet #i'd rather do small learning courses on things i'm interested in rather than commit years to something i don't really want to do #ok yeah that's the end of my rant. omar give us the cmbyn release date so that i have something to look forward to