#i'd even be thrilled to talk abt his religion with folks (which definitely isnt a secret!) but ive never really...been in this situation ;v;

[humbums-inatrenchcoat]

~6 months and 8 sessions later, we’re nowhere near the character class reveal (which is fine!) but im absolutely LOSING it. one of my friends has already shared their whole backstory privately with me, in glorious and delightfully thought-out detail. another is hinting at their character eventually having a reveal of similar scale to mine, at the moment i suspect they’re a different species??? but only time will tell, and i respect that! anyway im going absolutely bonkers i want to tell everyone so bad but also i need to remember how much more it will HIT when its a surprise. and i dont know if the stars will EVER align this well for me again, bc not only is it the best system for this in terms of spell lists but its also a system that 4/5 of us arent familiar with so nobody’s going to catch that ‘hey, the cleric has 1 more spell slot than he should!’ or anything like that!! so i know i just need to hunker down and be patient but also hrrnhngnrgn he’s a sorcerer......

ive even been so careful not to cultivate a sense that something’s amiss with him, leaning into the ‘yeah he’s just some guy, literally normalest of the party’ angle, so nobody’s really even been on the speculation train abt him...which is good! i dont want anyone to suspect! but also GOD can we talk about my cleric ive been dyin to talk about my cleric-

#posting here again bc most of my other blogs are in the awareness of one or more players and im cautious #rotating this guy in my mind 24/7 i spent my first two hours at work doing bean tasks and thinking abt him #i'd even be thrilled to talk abt his religion with folks (which definitely isnt a secret!) but ive never really...been in this situation ;v; #like having a character in a campaign where EVERYONE is equally thrilled abt them and we're all on casual terms outside of the game #i try and make sure im talking to the others abt theirs (certainly listening patiently to whatever they want to share!!!) #making observations and sharing stuff i noticed abt them every few sessions #but im not. used. to talking abt my own guys #and im always hit by the sense that anything more than 2 sentences is Too Much and they'll be sick of it etc etc #nonsensical i know but. persistent nonetheless :(