#i wna write but i rlly shld sleep so i'm not sure if i'll be able to give my words justice

[noxtivagus]

what if i make a side blog for my ocs

#🌙.rambles #IT HAS JUST TURNED 3 AM.... #i've just been lazing around a bit for the past few hours #i have sm to do hjdjafdjkf sm i wna do #i'll finish some school stuff first #i only have one assignment left for the week #i have admittedly been procrastinating. i just have to write a bit tho n i alrdy know the words i'll say so it's ez #my workaholic tho. oh my god. i wna do all my assignments #it's 3 am my sleep schedule is so fucked up i rlly need to make that a priority 😭 #made an ffxiv account for twt yesterday so i'll work on that soon #& ffxiv writing oc sideblog mhmmmm #i shld probably fix this account first but #impulsivity. i'll just do wtvr i feel aaaa >< #i need to prioritize my health first tho 💀 physical n mental #meaning i shld sleep / eat better n exercise. and make sure to indulge myself in my hobbies as well #HANG ON I CAN'T TELL IF IT'S JUST BCS I'M SLEEP-DEPRIVED BUT MY ATTENTION SPAN IS SO WACK T_T #wait i just rmbered i wanted to talk abt my ocs a bit #oh wait no ah i rmber #there is a lot i want to do #i shld sleep but i have a feeling in the next few minutes i'm probably gna #wait i keep on switching from different thoughts n actions #i wna write n think abt my ocs but then i also wna fix / organize stuff or delete things or be actually productive #aaaa it's nearly 3:30 am i shld rlly sleep soon tho ><

[noxtivagus]

i'll do more tmrrw!!

#🌙.rambles #i'll just settle for that #write a bit rn n i'll stop by 2:20 so i can head to bed by 2:30 #then i'll wake up before 5:30 so i at least get. definite 2 hours of sleep n hopefully nearly 3 #i read some old notes i think that got me a little sentimental T_T #i wna write but i rlly shld sleep so i'm not sure if i'll be able to give my words justice #this stupid mental block hindering me from starting or initiating or really just doing what i want #aghh i keep on telling myself there's tomorrow there's tomorrow but #my mind is just.. 🥹 #i'm too harsh on myself but i'm too afraid of forgetting #of failing or letting down myself #so many thoughts rn ngl #2:10 i'm wasting time #gahh :<< i'll sleep soon i'll be fine when dawn comes n i'll nap n do school n play some games n i'll be alright #nvm didn't manage to write but returning to some memories comforted me #i'll sleep now it's uh nearly 4 am wtf #it's fine i'll do this at my own pace