#i want to do baldur's gate related stuff but crucially i cannot play it on my laptop

[moinsbienquekaworu]

Entranced by a new man once again

#<- girl who is aromantic and asexual but clearly has a thing for me she doesn't really have for women #i want to do baldur's gate related stuff but crucially i cannot play it on my laptop #so i'm left like. listening to people talk about it trying not to spoil myself #this is however granting me the strength i need to push through my deep seated fear of being cringe and wrong #which usually causes me not to draw fanart #i'm not at a point in my art journey where i easily capture likenesses #so i'm just like. trying to doodle astarion a lot lol. trying to get all his feature right #trying to bend my style in ways i think would look appealing #maybe the absolute and utter fascination i have for him will get my art to look better #in other news i hadn't actively paid attention but now that i've been actively drawing him #he has that little like. artistic curl of hair in front of his forehead right #well it falls kind of like cécilia's lol #i keep drawing it and having to catch myself and not draw cécilia's instead #conclusion: the coolest guys have that curly strand of hair #other examples include hunter toh and. i don't know probably more cool people #i am also Sick. sore throat for now. sucks ass but hey it's not worse #wow i have a ramble tag now