#i thought we'd go to a few dangerou places and youd either get bored and stop or youd piss something off and get killed

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see its about. being akin to a dog that was left out in the snow and being soooooo pathetic sad wet beast that even the dangerous people are like "oh what the fuck is that poor creature. i could fix them."

#its about being SO stupid and oblivious and putting yourself in dangerous situations #that the Even More Dangerous person is like. oh you are so stupid. /affectionate. come here #anyway i wrote a liytle ebit of the reveal fic this morning and there was like. theres this bit of dialogue right #thats like. #him trying 2 convince me that it wasnt a lie and whatever. and hes like #yeah at first i was just going along with it for fun. i was bored. you were exciting. #i thought we'd go to a few dangerou places and youd either get bored and stop or youd piss something off and get killed #and that would be the end of it. and id move on to something else. #and then you didnt. #and you kept going and you kept talking to empty buildings #and when you eventually did make something angry. well. i stopped it. i wanted to protect you. i got *attached* #anyway. hehehehehehrhhehehehehe #giggling like a teenage girl twirling my hair kicking my feet etc etc etc #its about. allowing someone to touch your neck because you trust them and then they sink their teeth in #and then you realize. maybe this isnt as bad as i thought it would be #uhm. hi im drunk watching hannibal expect me to be sooooo normal abitbeverything tonight