#i think it's a knee jerk reaction to years of my parents making snide little patronizing comments that they think are harmless

[leofrith]

perhaps nothing makes me want to crawl out of my skin more than trying to write while someone is looking over my shoulder. even if they're just standing in my general vicinity and not actively reading over my shoulder i haaaate ittttt. look away do not perceive my mental process or i will scream!!!!!!

#i'm trying to write an obituary which I've never done before and my mom is vacumming right behind me GO AWAY!!!!! #idk why im so sensitive about this but it makes me so uncomfortable #just dont look at me!!!!!!! #i think it's a knee jerk reaction to years of my parents making snide little patronizing comments that they think are harmless #but actually just make me feel self conscious about literally everything i do or anything i'm passionate about #like sorry nobody in our family ever talks about their feelings about anything ever but i'm trying to be better #ky posts text