#i really went to bed at 10pm or 11pm wow which is sth i'd never do normal because i was so tired (and i get up at 6am)

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#sluggish #another little rant about my life #so you know these days when you just feel kinda lazy okay maybe not the right word or like sluggish #today is one of those days and i hate it whenever i feel that way #last week honestly i couldn't study as much as i hoped i would because i also have practical work #i worked over 40 hours almost 50 i think even so i was so tired coming home and also because i had to get up at 6am each day #and then i didn't really feel like studying anymore 😕 #it was really a lot of hours (i mean there are breaks waiting for ambulance calls but ur still there) #i need those because i need a lot of hours to pass this as my practical training #i won't work this long after i finished my training #i know i'll get through this and it's ok i'm just a bit disapointed i didn't study as much as i wanted #well i did some questions for the exam in the breaks and a practical question with a colleague #so at least that #and yeah today i finished 4 chapters of questions so i guess i can be happy with that #i have 19 chapters (740 questions) and i only have 3 chapters left now #i hope to do these today still so i finally finished that part #also i don't even wanna complain about my hours because it's so interesting but 😅 #i really went to bed at 10pm or 11pm wow which is sth i'd never do normal because i was so tired (and i get up at 6am) #and yeah today i was stupid i went to bed too late so i was tired ahah #also i had to stay at home because of my covid test #guess that's why i'm feeling #i'm just a bit worried if i had covid it would be bad for my practical training #but i absolutely have no symptoms i don't feel sick at all #i don't know when my test results will come tomorrow but i'll just get up and look every hour or so #if i'm negative i then go to work a bit later #now i'll do some workout to feel more motivated i guess #and then shower eat some lunch #then hopefully i can finish my questions that would be good 😄 #these things usually work when i'm having an unmotivated day :) #just ignore this