#i love talking about my inserts tbh. i've got a lot of thoughts ahah

[strawberrisoulmate]

for your baccano s/i what was the hardest thing to deal with since becoming immortal? and for your stardew valley s/i (if you have one!!) what would her loved items be? you got me tempted to get into both of these btw

oh?? thank you for asking!! 💕 you definitely should get into them because they are both a lot of fun!! baccano is super good! it's written by the same author as durarara so it's got the same sort of style (and takes place in the same universe, actually!). and stardew valley is honestly just a really addicting game lol

let's see... for my baccano insert... this might get a little long ahah. i've got a lot of thoughts about her!

to be honest, hanna is a lot happier since becoming an immortal. if not only for the fact that she no longer has to worry about getting hurt or dying (which is a small fear that she never really thought too much about prior to the train hijacking incident), she also just loves living in the modern age. where other immortals might struggle to adapt to new technology, culture, politics, and social ideologies, hanna absolutely thrives as society develops. she never particularly felt as if she belonged before, but only after experiencing the world for what it is today, with all its new wonders and developments, does she really begin to enjoy life (though, her favorite era would probably have been the late 90s through the early 2010s).

the hardest part for her would be watching the people she's close to age while she stays the same. it's a little cliche, but i really think that realization would impact er the most. she never really had a lot of friends growing up in chicago, and she doesn't remember much of her young life in germany before that, so she'd only really begun to make true, long-lasting friendships on her journey to new york. and while some of those friends — isaac, miria, firo, the gandors — are immortals like her, there are people she's met since arriving in the city (namely @sxturdaysun and claire) — as well as her mother back home — that are not, and will continue to age until they eventually grow old and die. it's not something she likes to imagine, but after 80... 90... 100 years have passed, those people will be gone. she spends as much time as possible with them in order to make sure that they live long, happy lives; but that won't stop the tears from falling when they go.

and then, not to suddenly switch gears, but to answer your second question—

my stardew valley s/i's loved items would be:

coffee triple shot espresso pink cake strawberry

#wahh i'm feeling a lot better today #honestly i think i just needed to lay down and rest for a while #thank you so much for the question!! #i love talking about my inserts tbh. i've got a lot of thoughts ahah #🌸 asks #🌸 mutuals | caedyn #🌸 self insert | baccano! #🌸 self insert | stardew valley