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whoslai · 11 months

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Helloooo I’m back!! I finally had time to read the new chapters of “Off the Menu” and lets j say I am v frustrated 🙂 can’t help but feel the same uneasiness that yn has expressed about heeseung like he j gives off a weird vibe and it’s uncomfy T T not talking abt ur wiring Becuz ur wiring his absolutely AMAZING that ur able to make me feel this way. Heeseung was def with someone when yn drove over cuz usually ppl would be touched but he was so oddly mad 😭😭

Yn has been nothing but understanding and yet he still says she’s asking for too much T T like is wanting to feel loved by someone u love too much 💀💀and again I do not believe heeseung has absolutely no time throughout the day, i work at a restaurant too and I have time to be on my phone and the whole bullshit abt him not texting a lot until he’s home is stupid too like if u rly cared abt yn u would text her. Like when u truly care abt someone ur willing to change and its not like she’s asking for too much T T

And our girl yn sigh, Idek what to say. I can’t even blame her cuz this is her first time and it seems she likes him more than he likes her and when u like someone that much plus the level of manipulation heeseung is doing she can’t help but be caught in this cycle. Heeseung’s truly been driving her in circles like always promising more always promising that he wants to take it further but instead it j gets worse and worse :(( I am so so mad and frustrated lol everytime heeseung is mentioned I wanna cry 🥲

The fact that he works with lots of girls isn’t even the problem like sire u might not be able to change that the problem is that he lacks the ability to give yn security and make her trust him

Honestly I was hoping she’d get with Jake and make heeseung realize that he doesn’t want her with anyone else but yn was loyal and I respect her for that j didn’t know if heeseung deserved it being the way he is 👀

Now I’m not been confident that heeseung removed Hana cuz it’s so easy to refollow and unblock like I’m so scared for yn 😭😭not ready for her to be hurt ✋🏻

I have so much to say but idk how to get it down in words💀this just how good ur writing is 😭😭if heeseung doesn’t start having his character development soon yn should break it off like girl doesn’t deserve to be treated like this 💔💔

Anyways love u girl can’t wait for the update 😚

(Intensely looking at cute heeseung rn so I stay sane😭)

OH MY GODDDDD this message literally just made my ENTIRE year 😣😣❤️❤️ thank you so so so so much for your kind words, omg, you mean the world to me. tears are falling from my eyes rn 😓😓😓

i love your interpretation of everything, you have an amazing mind. hopefully some good things happen between the both of them or else they’re both doomed 💔

i had so much fun reading this, you don’t even understandddd. got me giggling and kicking my feet reading this 😭😭 if you want, you can totally message me the rest of your thoughts, i would absolutely love to hear about it. you’ve got my mind goin.

love you smmmm and thank you for reading, you just gave me so much motivation 🙁❤️

#laiya speaks

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garoujo · 2 years

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HEWWOOOO pretty baby :(((( as usual i am stuck missin u lots as i stalk your blog everyday , i hope you’re doing well🤍 i got three things i wanna dump on you sorry if it’s too much 😔 i just love talking to you

okay first : this seems incredibly selfish but do you think you could ever love me the way you love nagi 🥺? ik how much u love him and it’s COMPLETELY UNDERSTANDABLE BC I DO TOOJWJEHEHE but it’s me getting jealous over a fictional character JSJSHSHS HOW SAD . anyway

now secondly: reading blue lock ( still not as far as i wanna be 😞) but something occurred to me: sae itoshi and akashi seijuro are kinda similar in terms of personality and looks don’t you think? and the way they view other players and the sport itself in their respective universes . it’s no wonder i caught myself staring at sae too long 🥺🥺 ( BUT HIS BROTHER RIN THO?🏃🏽‍♀️🏃🏽‍♀️👀) i have to add pictures bc he’s just so pretty to look at

okay third: AM I THE ONLY ONE WHO THINKS RYUSEI SHIDOU IS LIKE… REALLY HOT? JEUXHSHWBWBWB like in a feral man kind of way ????? his manic smile / facial expressions and his strength kindaaaaa reminds me of garou but maybe im just reaching 🏃🏽‍♀️ but HES SO HANDSOME???2!$;$2$2

SOSA SOSA !!! seeing u on my blog makes my whole heart singggg cause wth >< i lub u smmmm my pretty wife visiting me <3 im doing goood [except from the early morning cause work yuck] u are never 2 much i wanna keep u in my pocket 4ever ^3^

love u??? absolutely ! don’t tell nagi but i’d say u guys are tied [u a lil more tho hehe] HES THE CUTEST BUT MY WIFE IS THE LOML SO IT CANT BE HELPED YK ! i’ll just give nagi my phone 2 play w so we can make out <3

mmm m mmmmm yeh i cud totally see that ! i think sae is mayb a little meaner sob . but i so agree about their views and stuff rly [they’re both so hot 2 like ajhajaka help ! i want them both so bad] the itoshi brothers are both so hot but aaa ahhakaka i def think sae is my fave of the two . i just prefer his personality over rin’s even tho he’s a lil mean <3

SHINDOU !!!!! HE IS LITERALLY A DEMON BUT OMGOSH ! he is soooo hot <33 nonononono i was talking bout this a few days ago 2 like he totally reminds me of garou ! [i even posted a pic of them in basically the same pose i cant] i’ll try find 4 u <3 LOOOK !

#୨୧⋆｡˚ ⋆ moot mail #ֹ ۪ ఇ : [sosa]#loving u n nagi 4 life pretty sosaaaa <3 n giving u the hugest smooch ever !#i lub u w my whole heart u always bring the best thoughts in2 my asks !#PLUS HEWO I LUV TALKING 2 U SO MUCH ! U GET ME <3

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carnis-insanis · 2 months

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Y'know making this playlist has really helped me developed to au. Which is to say it made me realize what parasite!Wilson's mental problems are. Like, this is probably his first real human connection that wasn't just a ploy to eat someone. And probably his last! The chances of something like this happening again are very slim! And he's TERRIFIED of losing it! Maxwell made him realize that humans can be more than just food, but know Wilson is clingy and manipulative because he doesn't know any other way to keep him around! He's obsessed with trying to understand humanity and love through Maxwell, and anybody who gets in the way of that is gonna be his lunch. Basically: codependent cannibalistic beast is in love for the first time, 2 injured 16 dead.

"Professional widow" rules btw took a couple plays to work up to it but it absolutely rocks, good suggestion.

Sorry I got 3 hours of sleep, I gotta see if I can get a nap in.

-Rexcake

Hell yeah!! Honestly I didn’t like professional widow at first but the bridge is pretty catchy :^3 have some more song recommendations …

Ecstasy- SUICIDAL-IDOL

Your face - wisp

The U & I in suicide - the handsome devil

Caroline, please kill me - coma cinama

A lady - tally hall

ALSO I love the concept of this Wilson smmmm…I think that he doesn’t mean to be manipulative or hurtful in any way but…humans are confusing and he doesn’t know how to get what he wants in any other way

I think that while he loves Maxwell he can’t make sense o him, like “look!! I killed this random dude JUST for you!! Why don’t you love meeeeeee!!!”

To something inhuman, humans must be a real pain to understand.. why r u scared of me simply because I’m covered in blood? Don’t u know that id never do anything to hurt you? Why don’t you trust me? I only bit you once… etc etcccc

#from rexcake

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hyperfixationtimego · 3 years

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Taka gets sad and Mondo just. Hug. With permission. And shows him his dog plushie bc they are That Close and Comfortable w each other

Mm yes cuddles yes I am projecting

And they take naps and it’s nice so they both finally get good sleep (there are neurological benefits to that!! I won’t go into detail though bc I can’t remember the specifics)

And they both like really soft blankets bc good texture and warm and comfy

And weighted blankets bc Soothing™️

If one of them ever goes into a sensory overload they just talk very slowly to the other, especially if the other went nonverbal

And they came up with a little communication system for cases like this

So they can just. Do something and then they know what to do to help

ADHD Mondo & comorbid ADHD/Autistic Taka solidarity

And they read books together:)

They both really like Frankenstein

Taka likes it bc mmm classical literature and the discussion of ethics and theoretical science. He also really enjoys the wording and how the scenes can carry on for whole chapters and not get boring to him. The exact descriptions and the definitions in the footnotes are one of the best parts to him because he’s given all the information needed to answer his questions that are supposed to be answered:)

Mondo likes it bc of the sort of mystery bits and it gives him something to think about that he can process bc he and Taka discuss it regularly:) and he really likes the concept of Frankenstein’s monster and how there was a second chance at life, even if it was poorly handled by the other characters

hsbwvwvshdhshsvsv cuddlesssssss 🥺🥺🥺🥺

godddd the trust it takes for Mondo to even CONSIDER showing u his dog plushie,,,,,, Taka’s just like. this is literally the highest honor im-

Taka also likes plushies to begin with so it just makes him go :D

and hdbdvdvdvdvdv they do oh my godddd like,,,,,they just,,,,,fit together,,,,,,so nicely??? very good position and tactile sensation for sleep,,,,,,warm n nice,,,,,,,,ghdhdvdvdvd good

also hdbsbdbd sorry I know u were being serious and that’s so cool, but I feel like they also use that as an excuse CONSTANTLY like if they happen to be cuddling or drowsy in a place where people are liable to walk in on them or smth, they’re both just like “iT’S FOR NEUROLOGICAL BENEFITS-” even tho they’re already dating and literally nobody would care ldbsnsbsjsbdbdbdb

and yes yes yes!!!!! the blanketssssss ohdhdhdhs I think taka in particular probably really likes having a weighted blanket over him because it’s so grounding and present and ??? just there’s something covering almost every inch of his body and he loves it

and they both feel the texture of the other blankets and go >:0 because!!!!!! hsvwhsbsbsbs soft!!!!!!!

oh yes absolutely!!! I’d say that Mondo maybe teaches Ishi a few phrases in jsl (either phrases or words - whichever is simpler/easier to remember in the moment. Things that basically mean “I need to talk”, “I can’t talk right now,” “please hold me” “don’t touch me” “can you talk to me?” “please sit here in silence with me,” etc.) taka’s a bit shaky with it at first, but gets the hang of it!!

They DO read books together!!!!

god ur reasons for why they both like it are such??? galaxy brain takes???? ilysm oh my god

also,,,,,,concept of them snuggling,,,,,,,reading together,,,,,im soft 🥺

hsbshsbsbs also like. impromptu book club things happen sometimes with other classmates/students bc like 👀

they can’t discuss literature in front of Byakuya because he’ll call them idiots and imply that they don’t understand the “true meaning/s” of whatever it was they read

Taka and Korekiyo probably discuss the former’s latest reads quite a bit - they exchange interpretations of the text from their own points of views, which is always fascinating for both! Taka receives quite a few lectures on anthropological and cultural findings that are relevant to the time period of the novel, or historical events that the plot references and how that affects things, etc. etc. and Korekiyo gets to engage in positive social interaction with a friend to study human behavior a bit more by learning about taka’s thought processes firsthand

whenever Toko hears ishi and mondo discussing what they’ve read, she just. sort of hovers menacingly around them until Taka notices her and invites her over. She acts like she doesn’t give a shit but actually, being able to discuss literary topics is QUITE a nice change of pace. Not to mention that both taka and mondo are pretty nice people to be around and there’s little to no risk of being made fun of <3

Leon’s not much of a reader (freaking loves comics and graphic novels, tho!) but he’s more than happy to listen to The Boys™️ while they excitedly talk and debate and bounce concepts and topics off of each other. Their enthusiasm is almost enough to make him wanna read, too!

Almost.

Kyoko’s sat in on conversations once or twice - mostly for detective/mystery stories hsbsbddb

anyways yeah soft ishimondo things???? I love them smmmm

also Taka getting to rant and rave and infodump about his philosophy interests and stuff and mondo just sitting there listening to him like 💖💗💘💝

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