#i haven't pre-grieved that was denial. i am making the executive decision to delay all of it

[ebbarights]

is it really repressing if you're aware that you're repressing. like i know i'm not processing this that is a conscious decision. it's gone pretty well for me so far

#i haven't pre-grieved that was denial. i am making the executive decision to delay all of it #if i have a huge breakdown at some point that is a problem for future me #leog