#i guess it's broadcast journalism or mass communications or whatever but that feels like Cheating

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the fact that no one prepared me for the sheer amount of possible jobs that can exist in the world is really coming back for me

#as much as i love education it feels like. the wrong thing to try and go into rn #like im setting myself up for failure #and the only other thing i want to do is like. radio stuff or something where i can just do like audio and video editing but that feels #like not a real job? but also i know it is but what is it even called. what do i go to school for. #i guess it's broadcast journalism or mass communications or whatever but that feels like Cheating #because in my head that's not Real Jobs and so i'm wasting a college education on something fake and gay #so like... idk what the fuck we're gonna do! #teddyposting #also like. i would be starting completely over 😵‍💫😵‍💫😵‍💫😵‍💫 #which is fine but a little daunting