#i drafted a letter today but idk. cried my eyes out. do you think he'll still be my friend?

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#.txt #^imagine that as me yelling #strawberry #HELLOOOOO REEAMA.... #i write to you via textpost tags because it is tradition and i am in anguish #man ive been doing things w for the last.. hm. little under 2 months. i am trying to figure out how to tell him- #that we will never be anything. that me leaving (abroad) didnt delay us dating. we never were meant to be #because well.. looks left. looks right. yeah i am still a lesbian when it counts (cant fathom growing old w a man. boy. wtvr) #and idk. even despite that no matter how sweet and kind and cute he is i think we are incompatible in a longterm romantic setting #though that is harder to describe. like. i dont think wed be able to fufill the others needs in certain ways #but i do love him so. just not enough to be his girlfriend with the certainty of becoming his ex girlfriend. and i dont love him correctly #(lesbianism) #i drafted a letter today but idk. cried my eyes out. do you think he'll still be my friend?