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Hai! Idk if requests are open but maybe a one shot about hyunjin related with chill?! Asgjkkdsh idk😭 ty have a nice day!

the dying star. — hwang hyunjin

pairing: hyunjin x y/n genre: hurt & angst (what's new) warnings: break up, cold and distant hyunjin, lack of communication, they're annoying and toxic for each other word count: 0.9k now playing: chill by stray kids extended note at the bottom.

— A DEAFENING SILENCE PIERCED YOUR EARS AS it settled between you and Hyunjin. Sat on opposite ends of the couch, bodies faced away the farthest they could. This was nothing new to the both of you, already accustomed to the hostility between you. The next day would be the same. A never-ending cycle of idiotic behavior followed by an argument so loud you’re sure the entire district knew of your problems. This always ended in Hyunjin opting to sleep on the couch, pretending that you weren't taking up his side of the bed. Recently, you started to grow tired of the constant arguing, often opting to cut it all short by telling him that you were going to bed.

Some nights, you’d feel the bed dip beside you, and you’d wonder if he felt bad for what happened or if his back had finally started to hurt from his hard couch. There were days when you both decided to keep it civil, mainly when either of you was in a better mood than usual. You’d go shopping together, tightly holding hands and pretending that your relationship wasn’t hanging on by a thread you were both ready to snip. Those days were the worst. Full of an awkward tension so thick that you wouldn't even look each other in the eyes. Sorrowful sighs would escape your mouth as you looked around, watching the dozens of couples walking around with genuine smiles on their faces as they engaged in conversations.

You couldn’t pinpoint the exact day that things got like this. It had started off small. You’d begun to notice how certain things about Hyunjin had started to tick you off. After a while, you just began to find him annoying. You initially thought it was simply the result of the honeymoon phase of your relationship coming to an end. And that eventually, you'd get accustomed to Hyunjin. Of course, that “eventually” never came. At that point, you had started to emotionally detach yourself from him. Soon after, you noticed how he’d become distant and cold, never engaging in any conversation you were trying to have with him.

There was a strange feeling in your stomach as you watched Hyunjin as he ate across from you. That same deafening silence started to hurt your ears as you waited for him to say it. Whatever “it” was. “I’m breaking up with you,” he began, “this is obviously not working out for us, and I should’ve done this earlier.” He never looked up from his food, only looking at your hands whenever he looked up to take a mouthful. You didn’t feel as hurt as you had expected. You didn’t feel anything at all, really. You were more than okay with Hyunjin’s decision to finally break things off, ending both of your sufferings.

Maybe you had felt a bit hurt by that. A bit wounded by the realization that you had let this relationship die before it even got a chance to live. You tried to live without regrets, but this would be one of the few in your life. “I'll give you two days to get your things. After that, please don't contact me.” You made your way to your room, immediately starting to take out your clothes. Maybe one day, when you and Hyunjin are emotionally and mentally mature, you could try this again. But for now, that wasn't an option.

It didn't take you long to get all your things together. Over the past few weeks, you had been moving your items back into your mom's house, preparing for the inevitable. As much as you hated to admit it, you'd miss Hyunjin’s place, even if all you did there was arguing. You'd miss his bed more than anything. It would always invite you in, warm and comforting, even after your worst arguments.

There had been no words exchanged between you as he walked with you to your mom's car, closing the trunk after you put in your luggage. That same awkward tension encased the both of you again as you tried to avoid eye contact. Neither of you had cried or shown any emotion through this. He shoved his hands into his pockets as you crossed your arms, “hopefully, none of this was as pointless as it seems, and we both get to learn something.”

You were glad Hyunjin hadn't tried to bid you farewell with a hug, leaving it at the last words he'd ever speak to you instead. You didn't look back as you climbed into the passenger seat, giving your mom a slight nod as you looked out of your window and into the woods that passed you. You couldn't help but let your eyes drift to the side view mirror, noticing that Hyunjin was still standing in the street, watching as your mom drove. His arm came up to give the smallest of waves before moving back into his house.

It was strange to know that you wouldn't have Hyunjin arguing for whatever his newest gripe with you was. For once in five years, you'd be able to sleep without thinking about everything he'd done wrong that day, and instead, tonight you could think of what was to come. You were glad Hyunjin had taken the initiative to do this for both of you. Sighing, you lay in your own bed this time, closing your eyes as you heard your phone ding.

goodnight. xx

EXTENDED NOTE. thank you for the request anon ^^ i'm going to go assume that you meant related to the lyrics since they're just walking around a museum in the mv 😭 sorry if this is a little sad but the song itself is kinda the same way TT

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