#i am very excited about revisiting it in my head there is winter's slaughter (mom just died version) which i dont want to continue

[thelostboys87]

one episode of hannibal enough to plunge me back into my winter's slaughter hyperfixation. power of fucked up forest and crime scenes

#like omg i wanna make someone stumble upon a dead family at the dinner table!!!! #ws the only project i think i'd benefit creatively from light outlining and i think i wanna do it for nano again #bc it just fits seasonally #so im like okay so i start the ws era now :3 #i am very excited about revisiting it in my head there is winter's slaughter (mom just died version) which i dont want to continue #but from a want to preserve it in amber for the era it represents. im happy she exists but it would feel weird to do anything with it #because you knowwwwww #so now it's like winter's slaughter (actual book version). when the apocalypse novel i started for a laugh turns into a metaphor #for the full circle of the first year of my grief