#i am pratically sure that he's the one behind the fake goushi but also probably not

[d-lissa]

2ha book 2 (7S) - Ending

I swear this story is gonna ake me violent. I never was one to punch walls and other over dramatic gestures in dismay, but I sure am close to that point. For now, I am just pulling at my hair real hard and trying to keep myself from crying.

The FUCK you mean he forgot once again ?? I am so done with that fucking story. There was SO MUCH progress, why are you doing this to me you heartless story I just want Mo Ran and Chu Wanning to get along for once in their fucking life, who the fuck is that asshole other reincarnator and WHY IS EVERYONE PUSHING FOR MO RAN TO BE IN LOVE WITH SHI MEI ????

(By the way, I feel sooooo validated right now, I knew Shi Mei was shady as fuck, but whatever, this is just too frustrating.)

He doesn't actually CARE about Shi Mei, take him out of Mo Ran's sight for more than a few days and Mo Ran will forget about him ! I just ... Urgh.

Anyway, Shi Mei probably drugged his wontons with that infatuation pills thing (there WAS a mention of a love spell being in use so like ... You know. Thanks Wanning for your stellar no bullshit attitude, I am 120% sure that the victim of said spell is Mo Ran) and in his last life, Mo Ran was probably also drugged with the Love Pill that gives the victim an obsession 10 years long, which, no big deal I guess. Urgh. I am sick and tired and I am going to bite someone.

As there isn't anyone around, I will have to just do with biting myself. Anyway, the pain of book 1 is almost done right ? Not the official translation, the actual books. I am on chapter 89 and book 1 ends before the hundredth chapter, I think ? Please tell me he will have gotten over Shi Mei by then, I am begging you, I am so close to ending up bald. Or with a concussion from how much I am knocking my head into the table due to sheer exasperation.

#2ha #tanxian jun #mo ran #chu wanning #shi mei #Anyway #yes i am enjoying myself but also this is the most aggravating shit ever #still on my shi mei is sus agenda and i am rocking this shit #i am pratically sure that he's the one behind the fake goushi but also probably not #and it's more like people who has an invested interest in keeping mo ran chained down by his obsession i guess #ooooh maybe shi mei works for them ? #maybe it was the plan all along and his death in the last life was premedited ? #could be #anyway chu wanning is great and i love him and i still think he needs anger management classes but he's getting better so there's that #i love how he's like ... the base #everyone is compared to him to decide whether or not they're strong #i love me a strong love interest #boss as fuck indeed tanxian jun boss as fuck in-fucking-deed #i still really want mo ran to get bugui back somehow #he loved his sword dammit #and he wasn't full of rage and despair when he got it the first time right ? #since it was before shi mei lost his life #also is it just me or does mo ran has an incredibly skewed memory ? like sometimes he just remembers stuff without noticing it wasn't THERE #before he remembered at that very moment. it is annoying. but also interesting why is his memory like that ?? #and why was he so different as tanxian jun ? was he like drugged once again with some anger pill or something ? #poor man more drugs than food in his life it seems #tho considering how eagerly he violates his shizun without his consent he probably always had that i guess #goddamn this guy is a fucking mess i love him