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solheimisms · 2 years

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« I don't like your LITTLE GAMES, don't like your TILTED STAGE, the ROLE you made me PLAY of the FOOL. »

「 INDEPENDENT, SEMI-SELECTIVE 」 portrayal of [ miranda natalya lawson ] of the (( mass effect )) series. MULTI-SHIP and MULTI-MUSE FRIENDLY. oc's welcome (semi-selective). alternative verses available (me3 squadmate, post-war). carrd. interest tracker. headcanons. memes. plot call. starter call. promo.

DRAFTS: 11 LAST UPDATED: 11/01/23

CURRENT ACTIVITY: low – work is relatively busy. open for plotting, replies will be sporadic. OTHER BLOGS: @virmireisms, @akuzeisms, @furyisms

« I don't like your PERFECT CRIME, how you LAUGH when you LIE, you said the GUN was MINE. »

#important tags below!#promos. ❖﹙ you made a really deep cut ⋄ and baby now we got bad blood. ﹚#selfpromo. ❖﹙ i'm sorry but the old miri can't come to the phone right now ⋄ why? oh cause she's dead. ﹚#ic meme. ❖﹙ but if i'm a thief then you can join the heist ⋄ and we'll move to an island. ﹚#ooc meme. ❖﹙ i forget their names now ⋄ i'm so very tame now. ﹚#blog updates. ❖﹙ for so long your focus has been taken away ⋄ now you're breaking away. ﹚#plot call. ❖﹙ i don't trust nobody and nobody trusts me ⋄ i'll be the actress starring in your bad dreams. ﹚#starter call. ❖﹙ i see nothing better ⋄ i'll keep you forever like a vendetta. ﹚#headcanon. ❖﹙ i don't trust nobody and nobody trusts me ⋄ i'll be the actress starring in your bad dreams. ﹚

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solheimisms · 9 months

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⬐ @seeasunset ⬎

hc + weather

Miranda likes rainy days. Loud, angry thunderstorms are soothing to her; she likes being able to sit outside under a covered patio and listen to the rain, sometimes hear the wind going through the trees. She also secretly has a penchant for old storm-chaser documentaries; the thrill and adrenaline of the chase excites her a lot of the time. It’s one of her guilty pleasures.

#answered. ❖﹙ i've got a list of names ⋄ and yours is in red underlined. ﹚#headcanon. ❖﹙ i don't trust nobody and nobody trusts me ⋄ i'll be the actress starring in your bad dreams. ﹚#seeasunset

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solheimisms · 9 months

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⬐ @lastsurvivor ⬎

does your muse have any long-term, life plans?

Miranda’s only life plan is that she wants to be a mother. Having not had one of her own—at all—she wants the chance to experience that, to experience that miracle, and specifically to have a child through natural means, rather than other means. She’s willing to consider things like IVF for it, but beyond that, something like surrogacy, unless it is with a female partner, is not something she wants to experience. That being said, she would greatly prefer to be the one carrying the child herself.

Unfortunately, that life goal is not possible. Miranda’s body, as a result of her genetic creation, is incapable of sustaining a pregnancy. Though doctors can only speculate as to whether it is due to the fact that she was created solely from her father’s genome and is therefore an ‘unnatural’ creation, Miranda is fairly certain that has everything to do with it. She also suspects that her father was aware of this, and that it was the reason for Oriana’s creation: fixing the mistakes he made with her. She suspects Oriana does not suffer from the same defects, and unlike Miranda, would have been capable of carrying on Henry Lawson’s “legacy”, as he intended it.

#headcanon. ❖﹙ i don't trust nobody and nobody trusts me ⋄ i'll be the actress starring in your bad dreams. ﹚#answered. ❖﹙ i've got a list of names ⋄ and yours is in red underlined. ﹚#pregnancy tw #pregnancy cw #infertility cw #infertility tw #lastsurvivor #i do think it would take her some time to come to terms with her partner being the one to carry to term #and I don’t think she’s necessarily infertile; I do think she’s capable of passing her genetics on to a child #but her uterus can’t sustain it/will never be able to carry to term #she’s tried in the past and it has been unsuccessful

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solheimisms · 9 months

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⬐ @lastsurvivor ⬎

how does your muse manage strong emotions?

Miranda is an expert at masking her emotions. She had to learn to do it around her father, and it makes her incredibly good at deceiving others for that reason. Miranda’s always prided herself at being in control of her emotions, and very few things will make her lose control. Most of the time, these are emotions she’s unfamiliar with—emotions such as love, or fear for a loved one (notably her sister, Oriana)—that will cause her to lose control, and even if she does… it’s very subtle. Angrily overcharging an elevator, for example, in an attempt to save her sister because the elevator just won’t go fast enough.

#answered. ❖﹙ i've got a list of names ⋄ and yours is in red underlined. ﹚#headcanon. ❖﹙ i don't trust nobody and nobody trusts me ⋄ i'll be the actress starring in your bad dreams. ﹚#lastsurvivor #miranda’s very cool and collected 95% of the time

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solheimisms · 9 months

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⬐ @oddlies ⬎

How easy is it for your muse to say, “I love you”?

Incredibly difficult.

Miranda has lived most of her life expecting people to think of her as more than a person, in ways; she’s incredibly intelligent, and physically she’s beyond perfection. that makes it hard for her to trust just how genuine anyone’s words are; compliments are often seen as flattery, especially those about her appearance or her intelligence. As a result, that makes it difficult for Miranda to feel comfortable and safe enough to fully commit to someone. Miranda fears committing to someone to that degree.

#answered. ❖﹙ i've got a list of names ⋄ and yours is in red underlined. ﹚#headcanon. ❖﹙ i don't trust nobody and nobody trusts me ⋄ i'll be the actress starring in your bad dreams. ﹚#oddlies #miranda fears commitment to a degree okay #she cannot handle that hhhh #so like if she tells you she does??? by god you better have earned it

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solheimisms · 1 year

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MUSE’S LIFE EXPERIENCES

#headcanon. ❖﹙ i don't trust nobody and nobody trusts me ⋄ i'll be the actress starring in your bad dreams. ﹚

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solheimisms · 1 year

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Miranda, Family, & Children

(tw for infertility, pregnancy loss) - this is an expansion of the Shadow Broker dossier entry for Miranda.

Miranda is incapable of becoming pregnant... and has tried many times over the years. Much of this started early on when she rescued Oriana and escaped from her father; while she was attempting to find somewhere that would home and raise Oriana, Miranda actually considered keeping Oriana herself, raising her from a baby. As a result, in the early stages of the adoption process Miranda was put in the role of caregiver for Oriana--only a baby at the time--and found that she had strong maternal instincts. After spending a few years with Cerberus, she missed that maternal instinct she'd had with her sister, and sought to change the fact.

However, after multiple tries, months of pain and treatments, Miranda finally got results... though not the results she wanted. Though she suspects it's due to her unique genetic makeup, Miranda is incapable of conceiving a child; her body cannot physically support it for unknown causes, and any child that is conceived eventually turns into a benign neoplasm--specifically, a uterine fibroid. This drastic change inside her body renders Miranda incapable of carrying a child on her own. Because her genetic makeup is so unique and Miranda is very meticulous about whom she approaches for such procedures, there is little to know scientific information as to why this abnormality occurs, although it's likely that it is, in fact, in relation to her genetic makeup. She suspects that her father was aware of this and this is the reason he genetically created Oriana as her replacement.

Though she has not tried it, Miranda is capable of using a surrogate with significantly reduced success; the problem is only partially in her own body. Whether Oriana carries the same defect or not is uncertain; it's possible that Henry Lawson was able to counteract this issue with Oriana, and she may not suffer from the same consequences that Miranda does. Though she has not tried it, she would also face struggles with an asari partner, as her genetic makeup is unnatural compared to that of other organics, and were she to attempt conception with an asari partner, even they would find difficulties.

Miranda's infertility is what contributed to the breakdown of her relationship with Jacob Taylor when they were growing close. Jacob, in an off-hand conversation, mentioned fatherhood; Miranda, not long after, found out the results of her own infertility, and cut her relationship with Jacob short after that. She believed that she didn't want her own defects--courtesy of her father--to ruin Jacob's chance at a family.

#headcanon. ❖﹙ i don't trust nobody and nobody trusts me ⋄ i'll be the actress starring in your bad dreams. ﹚#things i forgot to read years ago: lotsb dossiers #but I figured I ought to expand on this a bit #so not only is the loss devastating for her emotionally--but it's also physically painful in a different way #her body just can't physically support a pregnancy #(even though otherwise--she would actually be a very healthy mother)#it would probably take... a lot of science for her to fix it tbh #& I don't doubt that at some point she finds a way to genetically modify HERSELF in order to pull it off #but this could be fun to play with #pregnancy cw #pregnancy loss cw #infertility cw

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solheimisms · 2 years

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TAG DUMP

#headcanon. ❖﹙ i don't trust nobody and nobody trusts me ⋄ i'll be the actress starring in your bad dreams. ﹚#musings. ❖﹙ i don't like your kingdom keys ⋄ they once belonged to me. ﹚#promos. ❖﹙ you made a really deep cut ⋄ and baby now we got bad blood. ﹚#psa. ❖﹙ take those mental shackles off and throw them away. ﹚#blog updates. ❖﹙ for so long your focus has been taken away ⋄ now you're breaking away. ﹚#out of character. ❖﹙ come inside and be afraid of this impressive mess i've made. ﹚#mains call. ❖﹙ now did you think it all through ⋄ all these things will catch up to you. ﹚#saved. ❖﹙ and then the world moves on but one thing's for sure ⋄ maybe i got mine but you'll all get yours. ﹚#selfpromo. ❖﹙ i'm sorry but the old miri can't come to the phone right now ⋄ why? oh cause she's dead. ﹚#dash games. ❖﹙ did you think we'd be fine? still got scars on my back from your knife. ﹚#music. ❖﹙ i see how this is gonna go ⋄ island breeze and lights down low. ﹚#visuals. ❖﹙ so don't think it's in the past ⋄ these kinds of wounds they last and they last. ﹚#ic meme. ❖﹙ but if I'm a thief then you can join the heist ⋄ and we'll move to an island. ﹚#ooc meme. ❖﹙ i forget their names now ⋄ i'm so very tame now. ﹚#answered. ❖﹙ i've got a list of names ⋄ and yours is in red underlined. ﹚#starter call. ❖﹙ i see nothing better ⋄ i'll keep you forever like a vendetta. ﹚#past. ❖﹙ but if he's a ghost then i can be a phantom ⋄ holding him for ransom. ﹚#me1. ❖﹙ i don't like your perfect crime ⋄ how you laugh when you lie. ﹚#me2. ❖﹙ but i got smarter ⋄ i got harder in the nick of time. ﹚#me3. ❖﹙ honey i rose up from the dead ⋄ i do it all the time. ﹚#me3 au. ❖﹙ you said the gun was mine ⋄ isn't cool no i don't like you. ﹚#postwar. ❖﹙ you asked me for a place to sleep ⋄ locked me out and threw a feast. ﹚#open starter. ❖﹙ i don't like your little games ⋄ don't like your tilted stage. ﹚#andromeda. ❖﹙ the world goes on another day another drama ⋄ but not for me all i think about is karma. ﹚#plot call. ❖﹙ i don't trust nobody and nobody trusts me ⋄ i'll be the actress starring in your bad dreams. ﹚

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solheimisms · 1 year

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❝ I don't trust NOBODY and nobody trusts ME; I'll be the ACTRESS starring in your BAD DREAMS. ❞

SOLHEIMISMS -- indie, semi-selective miranda lawson of mass effect. est july 2022. 21+ only. nsfw & mature themes present. mostly canon-compliant / minor au influenced by headcanons. written by sera (she/her, 21+). duplicate, multi-muse, & sideblog friendly. semi crossover friendly. mutuals only. med to low activity.

#selfpromo. ❖﹙ i'm sorry but the old miri can't come to the phone right now ⋄ why? oh cause she's dead. ﹚

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