#from a very brief search - but I've wondered this since I was in college also - I realized that I may indeed have...a mild (?) form of OCD.

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Oh...huh...*chuckles nervously*

#from a very brief search - but I've wondered this since I was in college also - I realized that I may indeed have...a mild (?) form of OCD. #because I wash my hands at least 12 times a day (before touching things that I want to stay 'clean' like clothes and washed dishes; #before eating; and other obvious purposes) AND I count in my head while washing my hands but I'll also fall into counting the most random #fucking things and ordinarily I'll stop myself because I'll realize 'WAIT why am I counting? I don't need to count during this task' and... #anyway. yeah. what the fuck. so maybe I DO hyperfixate on things at times because...apparently they can be related. #and god fucking knows that I've always been horrendous at managing my time. lmao #plus I've dealt with dermatillomania at least (which is apparently related to OCD) for almost my whole life so. well. yeah. #hmmmmm it's been a few months since I last talked to my therapist so maybe I'll call her and ask to schedule an appt with her again!