#emphasis on the hot thing i'll prolly end up hating them if they arent

[duck-era-lexi]

my fantasies go like caring for gold rush boy where he’s sick and tired and stuffy and i can’t tell if i want to be him or y/n

#im so sick and miserable and i cant breathe and i honestly wish i was alone #but my mom's being super passive aggressive to me and i cant even understand why #my head is a jumble of mess and i listen to a lot of lana del rey and beabadoobee #personal #but yeah my fantasy is just domestic care im so silly like that #im just a teenage girl ok :D #im quiet and i like to read and argue as long as we dont take it personally #but i could love anyone if they were hot and loved me tbh i'd make it work #emphasis on the hot thing i'll prolly end up hating them if they arent #im so picky #this is a reference to my gold rush fic btw lol #then i watched obx even tho obx jj is totally different and that's not what im talking bout