#doesn't help that my sister and brother in law had specifically said theyd be leaving sometime early next year and they moved out a couple

[thebuttsmcgee]

#the butts chronicles #been a while since I updated that tag I think lol #aaaanyways. really rough month so far. #huge problem with the boiler that might be resolved now? #then the constant rain would be okay if not for the before mentioned part of the roof/ceiling coming close to breaking every time it rains #and now some stuff relating to an important person of my past just has me feelinggg. not great ig #not to mention Ive been ghosted for almost 2 months now besides the very unenthused birthday message by someone else #and Ive been nonstop watching the old man's kid for months now #with the only time I was able to use my money was by holding onto my accumulated birthday money #doesn't help that my sister and brother in law had specifically said theyd be leaving sometime early next year and they moved out a couple #days ago without much warning #and now our fridge isnt even working right at all. #and worst yet I got no milk. I haven't drank it in days and good god Ive been losing my mind actually #Im just so tired guys. I need some milk for the love of Goku above #its been weekly arguments with my mother as well for these past weeks and god. its so fucking tiring #I really hope that someday I might be proud of me. Theres only really aspects and things about me I'm proud of. #I really do feel comfortable with being nonbinary and bisexual. It feels fitting. Good and like really me. Not things pushed onto me. #But as it is I'm not sure I'm proud of my person. If that makes sense. Maybe I am getting there tho. It's really a never ending road #but I hope to feel okay with it one day. #I hope others would be proud too. But I know it isn't that likely. So if nothing else hopefully I can truly love myself some day. #god I want cheetos and milk so fuckin bad rn I am this 👌 close to snapping fjehahs #oh god its been a bit since Ive keysmashed too god I miss actually being on here so bad #I MISS MY FRIENDS :''^( #btw if yall are reading this hiii I hope yall r well :^] #gueha. slepy. very tired. drink sprite at 12:30am I will #well whatever the case may be I sincerely hope that this week treats yall well and that tomorrow goes good for yall! #✌️!