#couldnt. she was doomed to repeat it. doomed to 'choose' her mother again when she never even made that choice in the first place!!

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#im losing my fucking mind over this u guys. like. time is cyclical its circular its a loop and its infinitely repeating #and youre trapped in it. and your fate is sealed from the beginning. always destined to repeat. and theres nothing you can do about it #like... dylan in av. got exonerated for the dicks but then committed vandalism anyway. his fate was set. u root for him but he was doomed #from the beginning. AND AND adam from saw. lawrence was always going to walk out of that bathroom. he left behind adam and he left behind #his corpse six years later. its inevitable. its fate. its tragedy #AND DONT GET ME STARTED ON KENDALL ROY! literally tries again and again and again to overthrow his dad and fails every time #he keeps trying and trying and u just have to keep watching him and fail and its pathetic and heartbreaking bc he is just a victim of the #cycle!!!! #ok and finally nadia from russian doll. she thought she could change things! she thought she could go back in time and fix her fate. but she #couldnt. she was doomed to repeat it. doomed to 'choose' her mother again when she never even made that choice in the first place!! #which goes to show about cyclical time and intergenerational trauma like.... that cycle of abuse is repeated over and over and over #its tragic its heartbreaking and theres nothing you can do #this is a very old story there is no other version of this story etc etc #god i am about to go insane fr #saw #american vandal #russian doll #mine