#cause y'know. i've been pretty happy with my endo for a while now but i just haven't had any improved results in a year or two from them

[supercantaloupe]

my poor body. she does not work so good

#you don't. have to read all these tags. in fact i don't think you should tbh i'm just writing in my diary here. getting very tmi in here rn #i wanna talk about me #gonna try and see if i can get an appt with a new doc tomorrow #because as much as i want to see ANOTHER doctor like i want a hole in my head. i and my mom think it would be good #to see an internist for some more personalized care for my Horrors #cause y'know. i've been pretty happy with my endo for a while now but i just haven't had any improved results in a year or two from them #and their advice is just always. diet and exercise diet and exercise diet and exercise #which is vague and impersonal and unhelpful #it's frustrating. i just want someone to tell me what's going on and how and why we're doing what we're doing #i don't need to be skinny (i'm never gonna be skinny.) i don't need to be an athlete #i just want to feel okay and make sure my body isn't going to poison itself over time #well anyway. hoping i can make a first appointment within the next couple of months #i'm seeing my new obgyn next month...will definitely be asking about my hospital visit yesterday. #i know ovarian cysts can happen and rupture in anyone and aren't necessarily correlated to pcos but #knowing i've got the latter makes me really nervous about the former happening again #and if it happened while i'm already being treated. i think it might be time for a change of treatment...