#can you tell i'm on my very close to casually suicidal arc again?

[spacedustmantis]

deeply upset about..... something

#probably the stress #and the fight with my dad which i chickened out on *again* #and the fucking #the horrors #god fucking damn it #this close to just giving up and living with my parents and no job for the rest of my fucking life #maybe getting better is bullshit actually #maybe getting better is too hard and unobtainable for me #can you tell i'm on my very close to casually suicidal arc again? #man it's been a while #i was doing so well too #i guess i'll suffer through this and come out the other side even more knowledgeable about myself #as i've done so many times before #buggy thoughts #buggy life #buggy vents