#buuuuuut because everything is so hard and shitty to do well. i can't distract myself! nothing is engaging enough!

[daz4i]

besties 🫡 i am 🫡 not sure how I'll get through today 🫡

#everything feels like a task. even shit that should be fun #it's not even about being tired it's just about. not wanting to exist. at all #i don't know how to make that go away 🥲 my only choice is to just distract myself until i go to sleep. like every day tbh #buuuuuut because everything is so hard and shitty to do well. i can't distract myself! nothing is engaging enough! #i am so depressed 💥🔥‼️✨️ 💯