#but y'know i'm probably fall for a wonderwall guy too

[reginaofdoctorwho]

ugh hate my brain. guy told me he had a crush on me a couple months ago while he had a girlfriend, they break up over break and he's still got a crush on me (as of thursday), he asks if i like him that way at all and i honestly say "no"

and right after that then he lets me ramble and says it's interesting and it's fun seeing me so excited about stuff. guess what fuckin happened

#also the girlfriend thing sounds bad #they were already having issues #and he even said when he told me about the crush #''i don't want anything to happen obviously but i just thought i should tell you because i don't want things to be weird between us'' #and the letting me ramble probably went on for like 15-20 minutes #he was high at the time but like. i heard that and was immediately like FUCK #'that" being the ''nah don't worry about it. this is interesting and it's fun watching you get so excited'' #like B R U H #do you know how fucking rare that is?? #u know in the grinch cartoon when his heart grows 3 sizes? that's what it fuckin felt like lol #also not to be catholic but we have the same confirmation saint and i don't KNOW if i consider that a + or - #but he is also bi he's [lapsed] catholic but still gets it #he made me a playlist and it had great music #and he used me as a source for two presentations because he thought i'd know about it #a music one and a weed one #also i get that that's kind of a stupid thing to switch feelings over #but y'know i'm probably fall for a wonderwall guy too