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#but the actual lack of eye contact from everyone is super obvious when i'm sitting Right There
thebirdandhersong
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2 years
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#not to be miserable once again but i simply Hate feeling alone in a group of people
#and sometimes it is just so lonely here even though there are a number of us in this student residence
#we had a small prayer and worship meeting tonight and i was quite happy about that
#because people in smaller groups are easier to talk to
#but turns out i CAN indeed feel acutely lonely in a five person group!
#probably made it worse!!!
#if you pray for EVERYONE in the group except me during your turn of course i will notice. like what does that accomplish
#and conversations about people and past events and inside jokes i dont know about are fine i like listening
#but the actual lack of eye contact from everyone is super obvious when i'm sitting Right There
#SORRY shall delete this at a later date i am just. so sad again
#every time i think i'm making headway and making friends here at last something like this happens
#and i'm reminded once again that people just don't want me here
#too tired to cry but seriously!! i'm so sick of being lonely and i wish i weren't so hung up on making friends
#when it is so clear sometimes that people just want to stick to their old friends and their existing circles
#i SHALL grin and bear it. my word i will NOT let this make me hard and unkind
#but goodness it is just so much of a struggle when i've been in this position again and again in every new community i enter
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