#but overall i am really excited.. they're pretty hot and nonbinary and masc which ooooh i've been looking for 👀

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#not the kind of thing i usually post here but idk i feel kinda weird talking about this on main #but like i have a date thursday night and i'm excited for it #but like we've already pretty much confirmed that we'll be hooking up afterwards #and don't get me wrong.. i am super excited for that #but it's been like two months? since i've slept with anybody #and like 4 months since i've slept with a new person for the first time #which i know isn't that long of a time but idk i'm feeling a little anxious for some reason #not to be too tmi but i keep thinking 'oh are they gonna be grossed out because i have a couple ingrown hairs right now' #or 'oh god my tan lines are fucking awful this year.. are they gonna be a turn off?' #or 'i'm out of practice.. what if i'm bad at sex all of a sudden?' #which i know is stupid but still #but overall i am really excited.. they're pretty hot and nonbinary and masc which ooooh i've been looking for 👀 #and they just seem fun overall and our plans for the night are sick #going to one of my favorites restaurants nearby and then a drag show at a bar i've been wanting to go to that's also their absolute favorite #i think it's gonna be fun and i'm worrying for nothing #but still