#but now I'm hmmm. for my confidence my brain likes to be like irl people/muscians/characters that I like. and that so happens to be Angry

[casekt]

I know who I am but I can't remember

#personal shit #anyway my personality is changing to be more angry. and like I'd rather be angry than sad right. #and for years at least I was a quite angry person #not explosive or anything just simmering angry the to ward off sadness #because I dont believe in bottling your bullshit up so I'm going to feel it pretty much constantly #but in recent years. the past 4? or so? I've been more sad than angry I think #at least way less angry than I was #but now I'm hmmm. for my confidence my brain likes to be like irl people/muscians/characters that I like. and that so happens to be Angry #but it's different from like chameleoning or being a fake bitch depending on who I'm around #I am who I am and I am also parts of others and others are parts of me #and like. so what I'm angry. people can get the fuck over it. I'm doing my best to be kind to kindness #and be in others shoes when it comes to chosing my actions #and I'm trying not be just shitty angry but maybe passion angry as well. and not giving a fuck angry. but in a good way kinda sorta. #I'm not a terrible person or a great person. by my scale of things. I want to be fair. #but I've been an asshole forever I'm still one but now I'm angry again as a personality trait