#but like rn i'm thinking of ffxiv specifically like focusing on that bcs otherwise i'd ramble sm oops

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thinking abt that ffxiv gathering n it makes me so happy for so many different reasons

#🌙.rambles #TYVM FR BTW 😭😭😭😭 #i'm rlly v excited to meet that friend offline hehe #me n apollo both n rn it feels sort of like a dream but #rn i'm thinking abt. the ffxiv aspect #DAMN I'M RLLY IN A GOOD MOOD RN TALKING WAS SO FUN !!!! #i love my friends so much 😞🫶🏼 #i cld say so much more but hfkshfksfjs brain slow sob but i rlly mean all that ^^ #i'm gna do some assignments in a bit n maybe later i'll ramble more. knowing me. v likely #but like rn i'm thinking of ffxiv specifically like focusing on that bcs otherwise i'd ramble sm oops #i miss ffxiv.. 🥹 sm abt stuff relating to that game both in it n outside of it mean so much to me #i'm wondering how old ppl who play ffxiv usually are #apollo n i started literally the day we turned 14. #n in a span of a year we reached endgame after being in the free trial for like half a year or so #n completed our first raid tier #n then after not rlly v actively playing w other players especially #in the span of a few months we also cleared another raid tier n cleared an ultimate #so yeah 14 we were savage raiders n 15 we were ultimate raiders n mentors already #kinda crazy how time goes by but i'm not gna think of that rn #thinking of how like. it's gna primarily be an ffxiv event n most stuff there will ofc be ffxiv oh my god #i will go out of my comfort zone. that's like. #that. something like that means so much to me #like yk ffxiv n having ppl dear to me too there? that is. my vocab is dead but hgjskjfks 🥹🫶🏼 #Maybe some other friends of apollo n i cld be there too idk we cld invite them but #i don't want to be inconsiderate or smth #when that day comes by i will certainly go out of my comfort zone. goodbye shyness n anxiety for a day. #but like i just wonder. how common it wld be to have ppl around the age of apollo n i having so much progress in ffxiv #hfksjfks thinking too of the fc n crew discord n. it's rlly. idk interesting cool in a way how most of our closest friends #wld meet each other in some way hehe #my mind is full /pos but it's nearly 8:30 so i'll do some other stuff first ><