#but it's okay right it's my house i get to make it everyobody's problem and embrace it

[hellinglasses]

4, 22, and 53 for getting to know my dear! And bc fuck it, for spotify wrapped as well

double feature!!, i say, as i screech excitedly and claw at the walls of my enclosure

4. what are you looking forward to? well the silly low stakes answer is me and some friends are doing an ex themed cocktail party later this week, maybe friday or saturday - which is a trend in which we make special drinks about a shitty someone from our pasts and gossip about it the high stakes silly answer is late february/march i get to figure out if i'm getting into law school after all so finger crosses stars drawn please keep me in your 11:11 toughts if you happen to do them

song to go with this one: right where you left me - taylor swift. favorite lyrics: i'm right where/ i cause no harm mind my business/ if our love died young I can't bear witness

22. description of crush. she's an english lit major and we matched a few weeks ago on tinder, were supposed to go out but had to cancel, i was broke and she was busy. we didn't get to go out but she keeps posting these snippets of her day in her instagram stories, she's passionate about lovecraftian horror and plays dnd, and her hair looks so soft and she got a new tattoo on her arm of some kind of really cool monster and is really cute with her cats

song to go with this one: don't stop me now - queen. favorite lyrics: i'm a rocket ship on my way to Mars on a collision course/ i am a satellite I'm out of control

53. 5 things that make me happy 1 getting physical affection from the gremlins. lorena has this thing in the morning where she'll climb the couch and keep meowing until i deign to sit beside her and we can have our very sacred girl time. prue is less physically affectionatte but she will burrow underneath the covers with me at night and sometimes try to bite bite bite my leg or any other body part near but some other times it will be just very cozy kitty leg tangling. napo will climb atop my chest the most and it just feels every bit like i've been chosen by the gods every fucking time it happens 2 when people i like send me things they didn't have to it makes my day and then i vibrate out of my skin a little like oh they like me they think of me when i'm not there holy shit. 3 when i get to feel like the comment i just left in a fic comment exactly what i'm feeling about it, like i can somehow throw it lovingly at the author like SEE SEE THIS IS WHAT IT MADE TO ME HERE'S SOME THOUGHTS AND THOUGHTFUL INSIGHT 4 when i feel pretty. pretty pretty thinking lyrics in my head as i put on my crooked crooked liquid lipstick. when i get the eyeliner right, or my hair feels good, get a specially weird earring and i get to leave home feeling confident and pretty and all giddy with it 5 some good fucking food. there's something so viscerally human about eating something that makes you go hmmmmmmmmmmmasyudbuhijqwpehdwemunch

song to go with this one: i know places - taylor swift. favorite lyrics: just grab my hand and don't ever drop it/ my love/ they are the hunters, we are the foxes/ and we run

#there's something so nice and neat and sjbhsainoqhd about doing little interviews with your friends on the kooky internet site you all like #i listen to so much taylor swift there's going to be so little artist variety on these asks my peeps #but it's okay right it's my house i get to make it everyobody's problem and embrace it #op doesn't know how much 11:11 thoughts are a thing to other people (i'm op)