#but if i do the same i'll feel like i deserve to die dsjsjdds!!!

[homosexualcitron]

doing art trades made me realize how slow i becomed at drawing and aaahhhh this is not a problem but artfight is gonna be hard this year

#i didn't become slower my artstyle is just more detailed I KNOW IT BUT #it's a good thing actually because i like my art more and more and i'm able to do better stuff and ofc i need more time to make better stuf #it's good but i loved being able to draw over 150 ocs during artfight... #i managed to do 80 last year and i don't think i can do that much again #also don't ask how my wrist was doing after doing so many drawings IT WAS DOING BAD!!! OFC #my problem is that i want to fight everyone + attack back as much as possible #i can use less detailed artstyles as well!! :(( and nothing stop me from doing sketches but i always feel rly shy #if you do a 5 min doodle of my oc without any color or detail i'll still be the happiest person ever #but if i do the same i'll feel like i deserve to die dsjsjdds!!! #whatever it's in 2 months why am i thinking about it so much rn #it's gonna be ok probably