#but i'm like 90% sure it's just that i'm former gifted kid n never developed the habits needed to do school things the right way

[definitelyjunehomestuck]

yknow it's great being substantially more prepared to operate in an academic space than the first time around, but college still makes me want to walk slowly into the ocean and never turn back

#june speaks #like it's great that i don't wanna straight up kill myself this time but this is still miserable regardless of that #but i'm like 90% sure it's just that i'm former gifted kid n never developed the habits needed to do school things the right way #THAT'S why this is so miserable #i'm still attempting to exist in a space i never adapted to. i'm just not struggling with mental illness this time #but hopefully that last parts means i have time to adapt