#but he'd obvs never be al levels of gushy attentive caring loving open sensitive etc

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#a doodley #this is also why i dont think talon cld permanently replace al...i cant get any comfort from him 😭 #he'd probably tune out if i spoke more than a sentence to him #BUT sometimes u wanna care for someone.... #also idk. recent happenings have shown im the stayer i will always stay. #this is both an exploration of that in the aftermath while also having it as idk. a good thing? i do love talon...ykwim....idk #balancing it all out....al cares more for me and it makes me feel guilty in my brain -> #make a guy who you care about more than he cares about you #i do think he'd eventually ''get better'' in the sense of letting his guard down more and being just a bit more considerate #but he'd obvs never be al levels of gushy attentive caring loving open sensitive etc